I am so going to write ten or more paragraphs today. I have so much to say, all suppressed under the Mid-Terms stress.
I shall start with Mid-Terms. I HATE MID-TERMS! My Math was horribly done, my physics was screwed up, my MLE isn't any better either and my CS, needless to say more. Why after all, I still cannot live up to the expectations? Why is my life so unpredictable? I am so saddened by this tragedic Mid-Terms.
Okay, now I am going to start some incessant ranting. Raj says I know how to take care of people but since when? I cannot even take care of myself and I definitely need others to take care of me. So don't try to ask me to take care of anybody or anything, lest you might just be anticipating an early death.
I think Heaven is mostly fair and at times unfair. Fair in the sense talents are evenly distributed. If you're good at academics, you are probably not nice-looking. If you're nice-looking, you may not have a pleasant character. If you have a pleasant character, you may not have a voice for singing. And if you have a voice for singing, you may not be wise enough to make use of it. The list goes on and on. That's why in certain aspects, Heaven is fair. But how about Heaven being unfair? Let's see, some people are born more blessed than others, in terms of brains or wealth. Sometimes, it takes a great deal for these more blessed people to understand how others are struggling with life. I know of people who have nicely planned lives since they were born and have not met any trouble since then. However, the point is, they cannot seem to put themselves in the shoes of others and seriously, their behaviour really puts me off. Be more selfless, the Earth doesn't revolve around you and it won't kill for you to share.
Friendship is fragile. I believe in that. And the worst people around whom I really cannot accept are those who are so proud of the things they own and start showing off. Honestly, what's wrong with them? I am definitely not impressed by anyone who boasts and tries to get the envy of people. You don't need a Mom who can bake a humble pie for you to eat before you know how to shut up about yourself. So people, don't ever give a I-am-WOW-ed-by-your-new-stuff expression to these people, they don't deserve it.
And since friendship is fragile, I don't want to go beat about the bush. I give many hints on a failing friendship. If people cannot catch them, then look forward to a downslope friendship. I won't try to save it, they have to.
Jonathan went telling people I am emo(emotional). He doesn't even know where I do my real emo stuff at. And he hasn't seen the real emo part of me. So he had better not to make such a hasty conclusion about me again.
Horoscopes is a very real thing. People should try to match their horoscopes for relationships, be it even friendship. Because big time clashes are bound to happen and it's not a simple issue to resolve especially if horoscopes are involved.
I dreamt of the same person again as I have posted previously, the very next night. Consecutively two nights in a row. I don't know what to say, the second dream was just as weird. I was talking on MSN with this person and at the same time e-mailing the same person. I mean most people will just settle all to be discussed over MSN. Who is the right frame of mind will send e-mail and talk on MSN at the same time?
I am posting the next in a jiffy, ten paragraphs done. And I shall return a true.
Wednesday, March 5, 2008
Saturday, March 1, 2008
In The Midst of Mid-Terms
Yeah one Mid-Term test down, that is MLE1101. And for goodness sake, it is 35% of the finals! I decided that I shall put up something small here since I have cleared a pathetic quarter of my Mid-Terms.
So a sneak of what has been going around. I had a very weird dream yesterday, of someone who has been absent in my life. Maybe I have been thinking too much, thus the appearance of this person in my dream. Maybe this person should just be removed from the limited storage space in my brain so that I can fill in more information about Physics, MLE, Math, CS or CTW.
And I did not go for the lunch outing organised by Jeremy and Weiliang last Tuesday. Hardly any reason why but I must say I was needed at home. Guess what, my Primary 5 sister is learning stuff so difficult I feel is robbing her of her childhood. I certainly have no impression of memorising things like "Binary Fission", "Cell Division" and "Budding" in Primary 5. And the moon phases, I can't even interpret it now if you were to give me the moon phase chart. Amazing how she can use an electronic Chinese dictionary for Chinese compositions and a scientific calculator for Paper 2 of her Mathematics examination. Sometimes, schools progress so quickly if we're going any slower, when we'll be going backwards. And yeah, I felt the need to stay home because CA is really stressful!
Actually I have more to say, but I have no time! Mummy's really a cool dude, she said, "Ciao" to me yesterday.
Ciao. Till the end of Mid-Terms.
So a sneak of what has been going around. I had a very weird dream yesterday, of someone who has been absent in my life. Maybe I have been thinking too much, thus the appearance of this person in my dream. Maybe this person should just be removed from the limited storage space in my brain so that I can fill in more information about Physics, MLE, Math, CS or CTW.
And I did not go for the lunch outing organised by Jeremy and Weiliang last Tuesday. Hardly any reason why but I must say I was needed at home. Guess what, my Primary 5 sister is learning stuff so difficult I feel is robbing her of her childhood. I certainly have no impression of memorising things like "Binary Fission", "Cell Division" and "Budding" in Primary 5. And the moon phases, I can't even interpret it now if you were to give me the moon phase chart. Amazing how she can use an electronic Chinese dictionary for Chinese compositions and a scientific calculator for Paper 2 of her Mathematics examination. Sometimes, schools progress so quickly if we're going any slower, when we'll be going backwards. And yeah, I felt the need to stay home because CA is really stressful!
Actually I have more to say, but I have no time! Mummy's really a cool dude, she said, "Ciao" to me yesterday.
Ciao. Till the end of Mid-Terms.
Monday, February 25, 2008
See Me Missing
Don't worry, if you haven't seen the commentated, missing portion of yesterday's post, you can be reassured you weren't the one it was meant for.
Besides that point, is my D for direct and domineering character that obvious? This is exasperating. Direct yes, domineering, may I pause here, okay, maybe yes too. But to say someone has absolute D character, doesn't that make you direct too, Uncle?
I set alarm at 8 am today, hoping to wake up at 8 am but my bed's really the best in this entire whole wide world. I could resist the temption to laze till 9.30 am. I have to be extra hardworking from now.
See me missing from here till the mid-terms are over. I vow and swear.
I love 이동욱. I really do.
Besides that point, is my D for direct and domineering character that obvious? This is exasperating. Direct yes, domineering, may I pause here, okay, maybe yes too. But to say someone has absolute D character, doesn't that make you direct too, Uncle?
I set alarm at 8 am today, hoping to wake up at 8 am but my bed's really the best in this entire whole wide world. I could resist the temption to laze till 9.30 am. I have to be extra hardworking from now.
See me missing from here till the mid-terms are over. I vow and swear.
I love 이동욱. I really do.
Sunday, February 24, 2008
薛功灿
Tomorrow is the start of a very challenging week and I am to break through courses and courses of obstacles.
Raj is very nice and gave me some advice
No one here should feel or smell your fear.
Yeah that. And how I wish I can see 薛功灿 everyday on television or on the computer! I love him so much!
/* I erased something from here because the person whom it was meant for has read it. */
It's a mantra thing, let's all recite: 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿
Raj is very nice and gave me some advice
No one here should feel or smell your fear.
Yeah that. And how I wish I can see 薛功灿 everyday on television or on the computer! I love him so much!
/* I erased something from here because the person whom it was meant for has read it. */
It's a mantra thing, let's all recite: 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿 薛功灿
Saturday, February 23, 2008
Lee Dong Wook, 이동욱, 李东旭
My session on Ears at Yishun Reading Stars yesterday couldn't be more of a fiasco in my opinion. I sort of couldn't get the attention of those children in the beginning but luckily Yuan Juan came in and helped in calming the children down, much to my relief. After that, I think I can just find a spot to bury my head in. When I asked the children what the fourth simple rule is, Ou Wen volunteered a "Be Polite" which could not be more correct. But my ears were failing me at that point, I heard "People Like" and asked someone else to try. How absurd I sound and everyone must have been wondering why I did that. Seriously! My session is about using your ears and listening for instructions and exactly, just the very opposite I did! And later when Koon Yiak played the telephone sound, Nicole gave the answer, "Door Bell". To think I was momentarily stunned and said very good, correct. Sometimes, my mind just drifts off to nowhere. Luckily my co-facilitators were alert enough to nudge me. Fortunately, the rest of the day was pretty well conducted and I sincerely, thank all who have helped. Spare me the shame, my skin's not as thick TSC's. Phew yesterday!
And Deborah has been telling Jean about me. She has contracted my tell-everyone-about-everyone syndrome. And I have contracted her no-discipline-do-whatever-you-like syndrome. I have also contracted John's lazy-around-and-watch-a-lot-of-television syndrome. Yucks that. It's the mid-term break better known as get-on-your-feet-and-do-work week. So much of catching up to do. I have really to shake those bad habits off lest I will meet doom sooner or later.
And my Mummy can really keep a tag on me. Here's what she did. I had a meeting at Yishun till 11 pm yesterday and reached home only at 12 am. She made an impromptu dinner at 12 am, though it was just bread with cheese and Milo. Then she said I was to sleep because I have to go to 4L's this morning at 9 am. I asked her if I could go online for just half an hour but I think she knows me too well for my own good. She said it was impossible for me to hang online for just half an hour, I would definitely do crap till 3 am. How very true, and she waited for me to brush my teeth and get into bed before she herself turned in.
I cannot be more convinced that my decision to return home next semester is correct. I need this kind of discipline in my life and it really helps. Moreover, staying in school really isn't my cup of tea, I merely wanted to get some away-from-home experience, and given it, I'd rather choose travelling. This may sound ridiculous but hear hear, hostel fees are going up (not as if transport expenses are not). Though hostel fees are covered and paid for and transport is to come from my own pocket, it will still be my preference to travel.
Tabitha taught me a new word today "frolick"
1. To behave playfully and uninhibitedly; romp.
2. To engage in merrymaking, joking, or teasing.
Courtesy of http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/frolick
She is for definite, a different character from her sister, really! And I believe her personality is as if she is the oldest child in the family, ever domineering and wanting her way, and in some sense, I am like that too, except sometimes I know I need to give in and I do, okay.
Wow, so much in a day to think it was a very short day yesterday given that I was only awake for around 12 hours. Yet, I have so much to crap and whine and complain and screw about. I am going to watch My Girl later at 7.30 pm on Channel U because I have a new found target idol, Lee Dong Wook, 이동욱, 李东旭. His chinese name in the show is really unique, 薛功灿. His style is like 2moro's 郭彥均 and I totally love this style! Is anybody going to say that I am 花痴妹? I am, I admit.
Yeah, life's tough as usual, but so long as I can still go ga-ga over these Korean stars I am taking things fine.
And Deborah has been telling Jean about me. She has contracted my tell-everyone-about-everyone syndrome. And I have contracted her no-discipline-do-whatever-you-like syndrome. I have also contracted John's lazy-around-and-watch-a-lot-of-television syndrome. Yucks that. It's the mid-term break better known as get-on-your-feet-and-do-work week. So much of catching up to do. I have really to shake those bad habits off lest I will meet doom sooner or later.
And my Mummy can really keep a tag on me. Here's what she did. I had a meeting at Yishun till 11 pm yesterday and reached home only at 12 am. She made an impromptu dinner at 12 am, though it was just bread with cheese and Milo. Then she said I was to sleep because I have to go to 4L's this morning at 9 am. I asked her if I could go online for just half an hour but I think she knows me too well for my own good. She said it was impossible for me to hang online for just half an hour, I would definitely do crap till 3 am. How very true, and she waited for me to brush my teeth and get into bed before she herself turned in.
I cannot be more convinced that my decision to return home next semester is correct. I need this kind of discipline in my life and it really helps. Moreover, staying in school really isn't my cup of tea, I merely wanted to get some away-from-home experience, and given it, I'd rather choose travelling. This may sound ridiculous but hear hear, hostel fees are going up (not as if transport expenses are not). Though hostel fees are covered and paid for and transport is to come from my own pocket, it will still be my preference to travel.
Tabitha taught me a new word today "frolick"
1. To behave playfully and uninhibitedly; romp.
2. To engage in merrymaking, joking, or teasing.
Courtesy of http://dictionary.reference.com/browse/frolick
She is for definite, a different character from her sister, really! And I believe her personality is as if she is the oldest child in the family, ever domineering and wanting her way, and in some sense, I am like that too, except sometimes I know I need to give in and I do, okay.
Wow, so much in a day to think it was a very short day yesterday given that I was only awake for around 12 hours. Yet, I have so much to crap and whine and complain and screw about. I am going to watch My Girl later at 7.30 pm on Channel U because I have a new found target idol, Lee Dong Wook, 이동욱, 李东旭. His chinese name in the show is really unique, 薛功灿. His style is like 2moro's 郭彥均 and I totally love this style! Is anybody going to say that I am 花痴妹? I am, I admit.
Yeah, life's tough as usual, but so long as I can still go ga-ga over these Korean stars I am taking things fine.
Friday, February 22, 2008
All Things Bright and Beautiful
Yesterday, 21 February must be dubbed blessed day, maybe not of the year but at least of these few months since school restarted.
Firstly, academics wise, though I haven't caught up with much of the lagged schoolwork, I managed to work through Mastering Physics, do my critique and CS lab with the help of a lot of benefactors. Really, if not for all these helpful friends, I seriously think I will be very miserable doing things alone. Gregory, Wenxian and Jason for Mastering Physics, Pei Fen and Jason for critique and Jie Hui and Wenxian for CS lab. And Jie Hui for teaching me how to Stack and Link List over bubble tea.
We did something so hilarious today, I mean yesterday. Bharat wanted to pass Nitisha her laptop and cheeked a "Happy Birthday" along with the passing across the seats in LT7 before MLE lecture. Jie Hui heard that it was Nitisha's birthday and decided we should all sing her a birthday song and we really did! In front of everyone and at the end, people were clapping for Nitisha. But guess what, it wasn't Nitisha's birthday at all! Her birthday's 23 August! And we might just decide we'll sing her yet another birthday song after the mid term break in the same lecture again so people will be perplexed how many birthdays she has.
Bharat told me his intriguing story, Three. I would definitely be buying the book if he publishes it or watch the movie if he films it. Really great plot and I think I am more into this kind of stories than the typical-girly type.
I have been coughing and pouring syrup medicine directly into my mouth because I couldn't find my spoon. So my mouth is sort of a measuring cylinder where I used pure approximation to estimate the amount of syrup I need to take. I still have a whole lot of phlegm unextractable.
And I don't want to partake too much in RRQQ squad anymore because it is too time-consuming. Besides, it is almost mission impossible.
I am facilitating Yishun Reading Stars later and am really jittery about it. Hope everything turns out nice and fine and sweet and beautiful.
All things bright and beautiful, ourselves we made them all.
Cheery enough?
Firstly, academics wise, though I haven't caught up with much of the lagged schoolwork, I managed to work through Mastering Physics, do my critique and CS lab with the help of a lot of benefactors. Really, if not for all these helpful friends, I seriously think I will be very miserable doing things alone. Gregory, Wenxian and Jason for Mastering Physics, Pei Fen and Jason for critique and Jie Hui and Wenxian for CS lab. And Jie Hui for teaching me how to Stack and Link List over bubble tea.
We did something so hilarious today, I mean yesterday. Bharat wanted to pass Nitisha her laptop and cheeked a "Happy Birthday" along with the passing across the seats in LT7 before MLE lecture. Jie Hui heard that it was Nitisha's birthday and decided we should all sing her a birthday song and we really did! In front of everyone and at the end, people were clapping for Nitisha. But guess what, it wasn't Nitisha's birthday at all! Her birthday's 23 August! And we might just decide we'll sing her yet another birthday song after the mid term break in the same lecture again so people will be perplexed how many birthdays she has.
Bharat told me his intriguing story, Three. I would definitely be buying the book if he publishes it or watch the movie if he films it. Really great plot and I think I am more into this kind of stories than the typical-girly type.
I have been coughing and pouring syrup medicine directly into my mouth because I couldn't find my spoon. So my mouth is sort of a measuring cylinder where I used pure approximation to estimate the amount of syrup I need to take. I still have a whole lot of phlegm unextractable.
And I don't want to partake too much in RRQQ squad anymore because it is too time-consuming. Besides, it is almost mission impossible.
I am facilitating Yishun Reading Stars later and am really jittery about it. Hope everything turns out nice and fine and sweet and beautiful.
All things bright and beautiful, ourselves we made them all.
Cheery enough?
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Kudos to Me
Goodness holy cow, I must change my style before I flood the world of people. I shall try not to relate negative happenings from now onwards, since they seem to be bringing on some ill repercussions somewhere. Then again, if I were to start being cheery here, the drastic difference from past posts will make me look as if I am suffering from split personality, even though I might just be.
In any case, please stay positive everyone. I will too. Your timely reminder has told me something, past bad stuff is to be forgotten. Really, it ought to be. Even daily bad stuff is to be.
So I am changing again, remember only the good nice things. But sometimes I will still need a place where I can vent some frustration. So bear with me especially in this transition stage.
I am in so many unofficial groups. Guai Gia Committee, Mugger Club (which I certainly did not set up but am the foremost person in it) and maybe Cat Family.
They sound so funny and I am most into Guai Gia Committee. Here are some criteria one must satisfy to be considered into the club.
1. Must be single since day born.
I think that's about all the pre-requisites. It's not a club for left-on-the-shelves singles mind you. It is a congregation of Guai Gias. Highly prestigious in a certain sense.
Now does my new style look cheery enough? At least, I think this is the side most people see me as. I shall invite more people to read my blog and I think I can sustain this tone and attitude.
Kudos to me.
In any case, please stay positive everyone. I will too. Your timely reminder has told me something, past bad stuff is to be forgotten. Really, it ought to be. Even daily bad stuff is to be.
So I am changing again, remember only the good nice things. But sometimes I will still need a place where I can vent some frustration. So bear with me especially in this transition stage.
I am in so many unofficial groups. Guai Gia Committee, Mugger Club (which I certainly did not set up but am the foremost person in it) and maybe Cat Family.
They sound so funny and I am most into Guai Gia Committee. Here are some criteria one must satisfy to be considered into the club.
1. Must be single since day born.
I think that's about all the pre-requisites. It's not a club for left-on-the-shelves singles mind you. It is a congregation of Guai Gias. Highly prestigious in a certain sense.
Now does my new style look cheery enough? At least, I think this is the side most people see me as. I shall invite more people to read my blog and I think I can sustain this tone and attitude.
Kudos to me.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
需要冷气吗?
因为以往写的东西太伤感, 太沉重, 让大家都认为我是个悲观的人. 其实事实上, 当我和大家在一起的时候, 是非常愉快的. 尤其是当朋友们互相鼓励, 互相扶持, 互相体谅, 互相容忍时, 我还真的感到很窝心. 在大学教到了很多很好的朋友, 但也交了一些很奇怪的朋友, 最离奇的事, 竟然交了一个不是朋友的"非友". 由于大学的人太杂乱, 事情有很多, 始终无法找到像中学那样纯真的知心好友. 虽然如此, 仍然很感谢, 在我身边的朋友们.
今天, 我突然想起了一个非常好笑的冷笑话, 再此献给大家, 希望你们不会冷到把冷气机关掉. 还有, 在这则笑话后, 我很可能会再陷入不愉快中, 毕竟这是一个让我发泄伤心事的地方. 所以请尽情享受笑话.
Happy Jokes
Q: Is Happy a guy or girl?
A: Happy is a guy because Happy Meal (Happy Male).
Q: What is Happy's last name?
A: Lee because Happily (Happy Lee).
Q: What is Happy's sister's name?
A: Mary because Happily and Merrily (Happy Lee and Mary Lee).
Q: Where does Happy do his shopping?
A: At Lucky Plaza because Happy-go-Lucky.
Q: Where does Happy work? And as what?
A: At a hospital and as a nurse because Happiness (Happy Nurse).
Q: There is a pet in Happy's house but it doesn't belong to Happy. What pet is it and who does it belong to?
A: It's a lamb and it belongs to Happy's sister because Mary had a little lamb.
如果现在你已经被冻僵了, 就说明冷笑话的确达到了目的, 请掌声鼓励鼓励.
And I believe I must be mad to do this, credits to Critical Thinking and Writing, I am citing whom I heard the joke from.
冷笑话的来源: 周伟淞, 2007
还需要冷气吗?
今天, 我突然想起了一个非常好笑的冷笑话, 再此献给大家, 希望你们不会冷到把冷气机关掉. 还有, 在这则笑话后, 我很可能会再陷入不愉快中, 毕竟这是一个让我发泄伤心事的地方. 所以请尽情享受笑话.
Happy Jokes
Q: Is Happy a guy or girl?
A: Happy is a guy because Happy Meal (Happy Male).
Q: What is Happy's last name?
A: Lee because Happily (Happy Lee).
Q: What is Happy's sister's name?
A: Mary because Happily and Merrily (Happy Lee and Mary Lee).
Q: Where does Happy do his shopping?
A: At Lucky Plaza because Happy-go-Lucky.
Q: Where does Happy work? And as what?
A: At a hospital and as a nurse because Happiness (Happy Nurse).
Q: There is a pet in Happy's house but it doesn't belong to Happy. What pet is it and who does it belong to?
A: It's a lamb and it belongs to Happy's sister because Mary had a little lamb.
如果现在你已经被冻僵了, 就说明冷笑话的确达到了目的, 请掌声鼓励鼓励.
And I believe I must be mad to do this, credits to Critical Thinking and Writing, I am citing whom I heard the joke from.
冷笑话的来源: 周伟淞, 2007
还需要冷气吗?
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Certainly You Don't Want To Be Certain People
Certain people think it settles by returning the same treatment to others. Certain people think it is fun being better at doing irrelevant things. Though I may at times behave like that too and may at times go overboard, not knowing my limits, at least I can get verbal, visual or physical hints of people getting irritated and pissed. Whereas, I am very sure, some blockheads just simply follow the instructions of others blindly and do things without consulting the brain bestowed to them by their parents. What an injustice they are doing to their parents!
Seemingly interesting, the work I love to engage myself in. Seemingly lazy, the work I procrastinate till the eleventh hour. Seemingly distracted, the work I constantly put off.
And I certainly hope age isn't catching up with me because I thought I brought my handphone charger back to hostel today but apparently I did not. In the end, I have to borrow a charger from U Fong again.
And assignment's due. So I shall go MIA from here till Wednesday.
Before I forget, this Friday's me facilitating at Yishun Reading Stars. What a challenging task coupled with lots of uncertainties. May the Force be with me and May I recover from my bad health and bad mood set by certain people.
Seemingly interesting, the work I love to engage myself in. Seemingly lazy, the work I procrastinate till the eleventh hour. Seemingly distracted, the work I constantly put off.
And I certainly hope age isn't catching up with me because I thought I brought my handphone charger back to hostel today but apparently I did not. In the end, I have to borrow a charger from U Fong again.
And assignment's due. So I shall go MIA from here till Wednesday.
Before I forget, this Friday's me facilitating at Yishun Reading Stars. What a challenging task coupled with lots of uncertainties. May the Force be with me and May I recover from my bad health and bad mood set by certain people.
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