New Blog Skin

The old one was removed somehow, and my blog become ugly. So I changed to this new blog skin.

I've been very busy. I don't know what I'm busy with, maybe busy over nothing. LOL.

Is it true that people are more depressed or emo when they are alone than when they are around familiar faces? I don't know the answer. Maybe, maybe. Should we be secretly sad and only share happiness with people?

Smiles, laughter, all nice and sunshine. Who likes to see others sad and upset? Fair weather friends, those who will only be there to share happiness.

Yes, this blog skin, simplity, sometimes that's what we all need. WTF with all these complicated people and matters.

If I had the choice, I'd rather erase all memories, at least I wouldn't know how fucked up my life is because it just isn't as happy as it was like.

Out Of My Mind

分手第7天 - 黄湘怡 词曲: 黄湘怡

很想知道你最近过得怎样 是否还像以往 不多话 很想拨通电话 问你好吗 却怕听你声音会更伤 分手第7天 就像永远 对你的思念 一天加多一点 分手第7天 就像永远 每当闭上双眼 你就在我眼前 你就在眼前 很想握你的手 重新来过 却知不可能的事太多 分手有时不是 为了谁错 只能默默接受着心痛

很想握你的手 重新来过

I'm Such A Fool For You

戴佩妮 - 怎样 作词: 戴佩妮 作曲: 戴佩妮

我这里天快要黑了 那里呢 我这里天气凉凉的 那里呢 我这里一切都变了 我变的懂事了 我又开始写日记了 而那你呢 我这里天快要亮了 那里呢 我这里天气很炎热 那里呢 我这里一切都变了 我变的不哭了 我把照片也收起了 而那你呢 如果我们现在还在一起会是怎样 我们是不是还是深爱着对方 像开始时那样 握着手就算天快亮 我们现在还在一起会是怎样 我们是不是还是隐瞒着对方 像结束时那样 明知道你没有错 还硬要我原谅 我不会原谅 我怎么原谅

I must be strong, but how?

Bye Bye

曲名: 分手吧 歌手: 张震岳 词曲: 张震岳

写一封没有地址的信 想寄到你的心里 告诉你渐渐变淡的爱 你是否曾经注意 过去的美丽日子已经不再 我还在傻傻地找寻 也许你想要说但说不出口 我知道你想说 分手吧 我们分手吧 不要在骗我说你还爱著我 你我的梦 彼此的不同 就算是当作一时糊涂爱错 分手吧 我们分手吧 不要在骗我说你还爱著我 你我的梦 彼此的不同 就算是当作一时糊涂爱错 分手吧 写一封没有地址的信 想寄到你的心里 告诉你渐渐变淡的爱 你是否曾经注意 过去的美丽日子已经不再 我还在傻傻地找寻 也许你想要说但说不出口 我知道你想说 分手吧 我们分手吧 不要在骗我说你还爱著我 你我的梦 彼此的不同 就算是当作一时糊涂爱错 分手吧 我们分手吧 不要在骗我说你还爱著我 你我的梦 彼此的不同 就算是当作一时糊涂爱错 分手吧 分手吧 我们分手吧 不要在骗我说你还爱著我 你我的梦 彼此的不同 就算是当作一时糊涂爱错 分手吧 我们分手吧 不要在骗我说你还爱著我 你我的梦 彼此的不同 就算是当作一时糊涂爱错 分手吧

If only I could be a player and laugh about all these.

原来你 II

曲名: 原来你 歌手: 范逸臣 专辑: 不说出的温柔 作词: 姚智伟 作曲: 范逸臣 编曲: 李士先

我猜不透 你的眼眸 欲止又言 对我诉说 那是快乐 还是寂寞 选择沉默 我背对着 感情再多 被你冷落 我的心痛 无法形容 原来你不是我的彩虹 带给我笑容 原来你住在我的心里 却不知道 我的感受 原来爱从来不值得我 为你一直守候 原来爱情独特的温柔 不属于我 选择沉默 我背对着 感情再多 被你冷落 我的心痛 无法形容 原来你不是我的彩虹 带给我笑容 原来你住在我的心里 却不知道我的感受 原来爱从来不值得我 为你一直守候 原来爱情独特的温柔 不属于我 原来你离开我的左右 留给我伤痛 原来失去了你的生活 我的星空不再闪烁 我的爱给得毫无保留 却被你没收 我的爱被你挡在门口 我该不该 继续逗留 我低着头 告诉自己 我该放手 我猜不透 你的眼眸 感情再多 被你冷落

Jungle Mania 2008

I am back from camp!

Thank you to my Organising Committee, Jun Seng, Xin Yi, May Yi, Chantal, Choon Guan, Cheryl, Tse Jian, Cindy, Sok Hui, Siew Feng, Dequan, Wenxian and Lee Loong!

Thank you to Yuan Juan from Yishun SCS!

Thank you to Weijian from MC!

Thank you to my Group Leaders, Xin Yi, Uncle, Selina, Qingjing, Hwee Leng, Jian Cong, Alycia, Yi Cheng!

Thank you to my volunteers! (Sorry too many to name!)

Thank you to my children from Yishun SCS!

Thank you to ad-hoc artist Chee Sing and MC Publicity Cell!

Thank you to ad-hoc logistics, Jie Hui, Gregory and Sicher!

Thank you to you out there who has put in your best to make Jungle Mania 2008 the best children's camp in town! =P

Next time, maybe I'll go to Henderson Waves to blow bubbles again. =D

Fractions And Probability

One third chance is bigger than a quarter chance.

But why is it that half chance is smaller than quarter chance?

My favourite animal will always be zebra. Giraffe's John's favourite animal, not mine.

One day I'll ask you, do you really dislike me so much? =P
[Edit: Asked already, never dislike me. =P]

Straw Ring

Wow, I think maybe I can write a song about life. =P

*How come these days he always online? :P*

曲名: 草戒指 歌手: 神木与瞳 专辑: 为你而活

再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛 倒流心中 怎麼麻醉也没用 深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷 你狠狠甩开我 沉默的手彷彿就剧终 草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默 Woo 明天以后 爱变成了问候 爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂 最后你要自由 Woo 忘了温柔要套在手中 到最后 该不该回头 如果我开口 爱继续往前走 Woo 幸福听著分开的藉口 再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛 倒流心中 怎麼麻醉也没用 深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷 你狠狠甩开我 沉默的手彷彿就剧终 草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默 Woo 明天 以后 爱变成了问候 爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂 最后你要自由 Woo 忘了温柔要套在手中 到最后 该不该回头 如果我开口 爱继续往前走 Woo 幸福听著分开的藉口 爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂 最后你要自由 Woo 忘了温柔要套在手中 到最后 该不该回头 如果我开口 爱继续往前走 Woo 幸福听著分开的藉口 草戒指套在谁的手中

Talk Never Use Brain

10 pm to 12 noon sleep. Nice.

How many times must I say it's my fault?

I always say people talk without using the brains but I think me too. I sort of hear a question and answer it subconsciously. Maybe there is no brain to process the thoughts at all.

Don't go complaining to others. Go direct to the person. No one likes to hear whining as a daily routine and nobody is an emotional dustbin.

And don't lie in front of a seasoned liar.

You tell me, is who ostracise who?

Aldo and Bryan, I want both of you to join Yishun Camp this December! I miss teaming up with the both of you and rubbing foam into his head!

Constantly Tired

Forever wanting to hit the pillows.

Is it possible to block people or appear offline in real life?

OK, still my fault.

There's something wrong with my leg!

There are always some original and interesting jokes and concepts Jac and I can conjure on our MRT journey back from school to home. Today, I shall share a concept about love.

It isn't wrong for a guy to stop coming up with novelty after he has managed to woo a girl. It isn't wrong either for a girl to continuously expect her boyfriend to come up with novelty after they have been together. But it's more correct for them to move on to a higher stage. Just like after taking the O Levels, no one in the right mind will still do the O Levels Ten-Year-Series. Rather, it would be more logical to move on to A Level Ten-Year-Series. If the guy doesn't feel like doing A Level Ten-Year-Series, then he should be prepared that his girlfriend might leave him for a Diploma, Integrated Programme or International Baccalaureate.

Is this analogy good? LOL. Maybe some people fail because they forgot to do higher level Ten-Year-Series.

Power Old Uncles

I admire Power Old Uncles! They run like nobody's business! They have incredible stamina which sustains wide strides over a humongously long period of time! I wonder where they find the mental strength to continuously train daily despite their work. The determination and perserverance as well, to keep going and running. Maybe next time I shall try tagging behind one uncle for one lap and see how I fare. I'll see if I don't pant like a hyperventilating freak. At 40 and still running like or better than a 20-year-old, Power Old Uncles rock!

And middle-aged uncle lecturers rock too! From Uncle Tan to Uncle Soo to my latest favourite lecturers, all attract me no less! =P Seriously, what is my problem!

All I hope is for people not to read the true meaning of this post.

Stay With Me

Was stalking some fellow's personal message and found this song. Yeah, the fellow I still dream of these days.

曲名: Stay With Me 歌手: 蔡旻佑 专辑: 搜寻蔡旻佑

日光离开眼 钢琴键离开了指尖 小提琴离开了音乐 泪水离开眼 五线谱离开了和弦 我却离不开你的画面 胶片世界想 找一种永远 在你周围 想留住世界 Stay With Me 留你在我身边 把眼泪埋进我胸前 把一切抛弃在后面 Stay With Me 不准让你走远 你是这个世界 唯一相信的不变 夕阳离开肩 十二点离开了昨 天偶像剧离开了悲怨 听你的誓言 像音符弹奏在耳边 我们的爱没有完结篇 胶片世界 想找一种永远 在你周围 想留住世界 Stay With Me 留你在我身边 把勇气放进心里面 把一切不可能实现 Stay With Me 不准让你走远 时间那么善 变爱是唯一的不变 Stay With Me 留你在我身边 把勇气放进心里面 把一切不可能实现 Stay With Me 不准让你走远 时间那么善变 爱是唯一的不变 你是这个世界唯一相信的不变

*FED UP*

Who do you think you are? What are you trying to say? Who are you targeting? What on earth is the point you are driving across? *FED UP* To the many people out there, if you don't know me, well or long enough, don't pretend so and be rude. I don't appreciate such imbecile attitude.

I remind myself of this song because.

歌曲: 我们的故事 歌手: Tension 专辑: Tension

在你左右 还有多久 怎么样才能让时间倒流 每一分每一秒都珍重 握紧的手 不愿放松 十点半的飞机它在等候 不要再让自己的眼泪流 我必须要走 要记得 我们的故事真难忘 太多的回忆和希望 不管它有多疯狂 我愿意一生收藏 我们的故事不能忘 太多的情节要发展 不要放弃 因为有一天缘份会继续 在你左右 还有多久 怎么样才能让时间倒流 每一分每一秒都珍重 握紧的手 不愿放松 十点半的飞机它在等候 不要再让自己的眼泪流 我必须要走 要记得 我们的故事真难忘 太多的回忆和希望 不管它有多疯狂 我愿意一生收藏 我们的故事不能忘 太多的情节要发展 不要放弃 因为有一天缘份会继续 我知道你寂寞一个人确实好难 过思念是一种痛 没有你叫我怎么活 身边充满诱惑 不坚定就容易犯错 你是否能看见未来的收获 你愿意在耐心等候 我们的故事真难忘 太多的回忆和希望 不管它有多疯狂 我愿意一生收藏 我们的故事不能忘 太多的情节要发展 不要放弃 因为有一天缘份会继续 让我们一起演完

=___=

Nice dinner with Mokuze at Plaza Singapura Pizza Hut.
People are driving me and themselves mad.
I am =___= with a lot of things happening to, around and on me.
Hope =___= can get well soon and eat Popeye with OPF and Vanessa.
Nothingness and Emptiness.
Utterly depressed and disappointed over certain matters.
And extremely exhausted by this hectic schedule.
Can we all stop it?

为你写歌

I want to write a song! I have already tried 为你写诗, now I will try 为你写歌. 吴克群 is really inspirational.

歌曲: 复活 歌手: 林宇中 专辑: 淋雨中

你变得像他一样沉默 偶尔也像他一样活泼 连笑声也都一样 我怎么忘也忘不过一秒 我想要爱却看到他离开的刹那 你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒 叫我伤得彻底 不敢再妄想谁的温柔 看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说 我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛 你说分手后你(我) 第一次有想爱的念头 可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 还在争夺 我懂你不想承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒 让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我 远远看你勇敢在心头 靠近一点却又太懦弱 不拆穿你的困惑 爱不了我(你) 至少不要难过 任何结果我会点头只要你快乐 你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒 叫我伤得彻底 不敢再妄想谁的温柔 看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说 我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛 你说分手后我(你) 第一次有想爱的念头 可是眼前的是他还是你(我)我(你) 还在争夺 我不想给你承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒 让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我

How Much Is That Doggy In The Window

How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggie's for sale. I must take a trip to California. And leave my poor best friend alone. If he has a dog, he won't be lonesome. And the doggy will have a good home. How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggie's for sale. I don't want a rabbit or a kitten. I don't want a parrot that talks. I don't want a bowl of little fishies. You can't take a goldfish for a walk. How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggy's for sale. How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggy's for sale.

With A Smile And A Song

It isn't really drilling a hole. It isn't exactly piercing through. It isn't stabbing too.

Because time heals all, it flies.

Title: With A Smile And A Song Music: Frank Churchill Lyrics: Larry Morey

With a smile and a song
Life is just a bright sunny day
Your cares fade away
And your heart is young
With a smile and a song
All the world seems to waken anew
Rejoicing with you
As the song is sung
There's no use in grumbling
When the raindrops come tumbling
Remember, you're the one
Who can fill the world with sunshine
When you smile and you sing
Everything is in tune and it's spring
And life flows along
With a smile and a song

Poem

A poem I wrote. Second officially posted one.

皑皑白雪独心处,
双楼矗立维谷境.
左方落珠散难穿,
右界敞放欲纠结.

My toenail is coming off.

代表心情的歌

请写出这样的歌献给我, 我马上跌给你.

歌曲: 原来 歌手: 林俊杰 专辑: 曹操

街灯绊住我眼前 下一步 拉长的影子 嘲弄的回顾 电话亭仍留着你的话 一句话掉一滴泪 今晚的我会是如何入睡 原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪 原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语 我不懂得如何更爱你 影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离 原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你 原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己 你收的干净 我也会不留一点痕迹 说故事也要像是真的 可是别触动那些回忆 今夜你说了最后一句 一句话掉一滴泪 原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪 原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语 我不懂得如何更爱你 影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离 原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你 原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己 你收的干净 我也会不留一点痕迹 看来今晚的我很难入睡 原来最疼痛的表情竟是没有情绪 原来最残忍的画面可以甜言蜜语 我不懂得如何更爱你 影子讽刺地跟着我难分难离 原来最孤单的是我还是那么想你 原来最悲哀的是我不能面对自己 你收的干净 我也会不留一点痕迹

歌曲: 简单爱 歌手: 周杰伦 专辑: 范特西

说不上为什么我变得很主动 若爱上一个人什么都会值得去做 我想大声宣布对你依依不舍 连隔壁邻居都猜到我现在的感受 河边的风在吹着头发飘动 牵着你的手一阵莫名感动 我想带你回我的外婆家 一起看着日落一直到我们都睡着 我想就这样牵着你的手不放开 爱能不能够永远单纯没有悲哀 我想带你骑单车 我想和你看棒球 想这样没担忧唱着歌一直走 我想就这样牵着你的手不放开 爱可不可以简简单单没有伤害 你靠着我的肩膀 你在我胸口睡著 像这样的生活我爱你你爱我 想简简单单爱 想简简单单爱

Courtesy to Hui Fang, but absence makes the heart further.

Whatever!

Whatever! To people who think they are constantly right even in things they are no expert in.

Whatever! To people who don’t know how to spare a thought for others.

Whatever! To people who change so quickly and unpredictably.

Whatever! To people who go overboard.

Whatever! To people who want to know more.

Whatever! To people who don’t want to know more.

Whatever! To people who cannot be less bothered.

Whatever! To people who cannot be more bothered.

I stand where I am to watch at this distance.

愚人节快乐

梦境是个很奇妙的世界, 有时仿佛就像是把我们带到自己想要去的地方, 有时却很无情的把我们丢在恐怖的险境中. 昨天晚上的梦真的很奇怪, 又是同一个人, 这个人突然要去跑步. 我从来都没有听说这个人有跑步的习惯, 突然间在梦中跟我说要去跑步. 真是一个令人匪夷所思的梦.

我突然有睡觉的动力. 睡觉也需要动力的吗? 不是能够睡觉就是一种福分了吗? 怎么还需要动力? 找到动力就好, 谁管你啊. 动力如以下:

歌曲: 婉君表妹 歌手: 张峰奇 专辑: 婉君表妹

常常在梦里都期待再和你相遇 每次都想要偷偷把你小手牵起 决定不隐藏红色真心紫色秘密 坦白我注意你可爱的一言一行 想问问你给个机会可不可以就让我们的心连系 婉君表妹请答应 先从头培养感情也没关系 婉君表妹请相信 粉红色甜美芭比梦幻般如你我是真心喜欢你 婉君表妹别怀疑痴心绝对如家铭不用考虑 婉君表妹请相信肺腑之言不恶心只为你着迷给我机会照顾你

愚人节快乐.