明天要考试, 小考试, 加油!

他浪费我的时间! 跟我聊了近四个钟头的天! 我现在没有时间了! 怎么搞得? 害得我现在这么狼狈, 还有一大堆功课, 等着我去处理. 很没有空啊! 其实聊天不是不可以, 可是绝对不可以没完没了. 何况我们都是学业上有困难的人, 处境已经很不好了, 更应该有自知之明, 不要荒废学业, 蹉跎岁月.

很矮的我, 背着很重的包袱, 不知道能不能负荷.

发生太多事了, 多到无法一一列出. 明天要考试, 小考试, 加油!

My Birthday Falls On A Snowy Day

I dished out my MSN knife on Uncle and he had absolutely no idea why I stabbed him. And all he did was complain that I am a total D personality. Then what is he? A 1-metre skin thick creature. I show evidence here to substantiate my point.

(simplified)
Guai Gia #01 aka Anyone. says:
Xue Gongcan is so shuai..ok..u tell me who is shuai..
[OPC] says:
me

Nowadays when I see cars, I feel that the drvier should be sitting on the left facing the road. Because Xue Gongcan sits there too. And I like family wagons or jeeps. Family wagons to contain many people, jeeps because Xue Gongcan drives one too.

I always have achy legs when the new moon comes. I think I am a a-werewolf. I am Moony and need to take wolfsbane. And achy legs when it snows too. Luckily it's my birthday, so I don't mind taking wolfsbane.

Jie Hui's mad! He threw Nitisha's stuff all down the lecture theatre yesterday! He's crazy! He even threatened her to sing her another birthday song! Thank goodness my birthday doesn't occur in Singapore.

CS lab is a testimony to perserverance and determination, stubbornness and obstinacy. I managed to pass all the test cases after all! I am so glad it was a careless mistake on my part that lead to the inaccurate logic applied. Now it's done and I am ecstatic!

Yesterday after lunch, I almost felt I was eating my heart. Never mind, choke on heart. Choke on roast sweet potatoes. It's night time, eat just a few with water.

为你写诗

How many times must I say I will give up before I really do? I said I will give up programming lab for the umpteenth time already and yet I haven't. I am crazy, to be crazy is a good thing. Because Xue Gongcan is crazy too.

我要在此, 向大家介绍一首好歌. 真的很好听, 词也写得很好. 和大家分享的歌.

歌曲：为你写诗
歌手：吴克群 专辑：为你写诗

爱情是一种怪事 我开始全身不受控制 爱情是一种本事 我开始连自己都不是 为你我做了太多的傻事 第一件就是为你写诗 为你写诗为你静止 为你做不可能的事 为你我学会弹琴写词 为你失去理智 为你写诗为你静止 为你做不可能的事 为你弹奏所有情歌的句子 我忘了说最美的是你的名字

爱情是一种怪事 你的笑容是唯一宗旨 爱情是一种本事 我在你心里什么位置 为你我做了太多的傻事 第一件就是为你写诗 为你写诗为你静止 为你做不可能的事 为你我学会弹琴写词 为你失去理智 为你写诗为你静止 为你做不可能的事 为你弹奏所有情歌的句子 我忘了说最美的是你的名字

为你写诗为你静止为 你做不可能的事 为你我学会弹琴写词 为你失去理智 为你写诗为你静止 为你做不可能的事 为你弹奏所有情歌的句子 我忘了说最美的是你的名字 我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘记你的名字 我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘记你的样子 我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘记你的名字 我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘记你的样子

诗兴大发, 就在这里献丑了. 请不要太挑, 这是我第一首公开的诗.

衡蟹三道一届君
佳味三尝一级德
不懈三流一毅持
只为三字一心思

这其实不只是一首诗, 也是一个小灯迷. 是从那首歌得来的灵感. "为你我做了太多的傻事 第一件就是为你写诗. 我什么都能忘记 但唯一不忘记你的名字." 不用猜疑, 是薛功灿, 我不能忘的名字是薛功灿.

我发现越来越多人开始跟我说一些他们的秘密. 我很想声明, 我不是一个很会保守秘密的人, 却是一个很喜欢听秘密的人. 所以在跟我说秘密之前, 请三思. 但当然, 我也懂得分轻重. 不该说话的时候, 我会学着闭嘴. 哪像有些人, 什么该说不该说的, 都说出来, 惹人生气, 惹人厌.

Since now I have a blog, I can criticise on other's blog. Some people can write really silly stuff on blogs.

I am offering solace to people when I myself need consolation and help desperately in many ways.

Ethelonter V Key Councilor

My programme is still too slow and I am giving up.

I am very much loyal to Joo Ji Hoon and Kim Jeong Hoon and at the same time in love with Lee Dong Wook.

I slept too much this afternoon to make up for yesterday night but yet I can still sleep later. I can a sleepy head who has infinitely many sleepy bugs in me. I simply love to sleep but I don't like to dream. It is a waste of sleep time. Dream of same person is the most time-wasting thing.

I forgot John's birthday! Luckily he did not ask me for a present, lest I will be so embarrassed by my lack of brain cells to store his birthdate. Maybe I shall get him a belated birthday present and his sister's coming up too. Wow, but I don't know what to buy.

Is Dennis a genius or what? Top Ngee Ann Secondary School student in 2005 and now Top Temasek Junior College Science student in 2007. And some nationwide top physics award from the Institute of Physics. He's really smart beyond words and the pride of NAS. I still remember how we tricked him in TJ. We don't actually know him but we still we played pranks on him. We would stand behind him and shout, "Gladys!" And he will frantically turn his head to see who called out for him. Then, we all look or walk away innocently. Seriously, does "Dennis" and "Gladys" sound similar? In fact, he fell for this same prank more than thrice I think.

This isn't the worst prank played in JC. If you haven't heard of the one we played on David, then you must have missed a lot of jokes. It's a bit long to type here and it's a bit overboard. Hear it from me then if you really want to know what we did to pitiful David. The last time I saw him was on the MRT on the first day of Chinese New Year. He stared so hard at me and yet did not come over to say "Hi". I think he must be too traumatised by our three-years-ago prank. I think ultimately, he knew we were the ones behind it. And Jerome isn't too stupid either, he knows something as well but no one cares about Jerome and his deleted blog.

I am the Key Councilor for Ethelonter V. How scary! I don't know how to be a group leader as usual. And people stop saying I can take care of people, I am an independent girl. These conclusions made on your own few observations aren't very accurate. I am a person who needs others to take care of and I am very reliant on others as well. All in all, I am not as strong as I seem to be. So Key Councilor, am I up to it?

Waking Up At 8.00 AM Later

Is it that surprising not to see me online? Henkie left an offline to say that. He knows I have CCA on Fridays. Very forgetful person.

Today, I mean yesterday at CCA, I was pretty irritated by two people and what they did. One is Uncle who keeps annoying me. He is very pest-y! And he is very rude! Even if he meant things to be a joke, he still is being impolite! I told him to shut up but he didn't want to. Never mind, I rebuked whatever I could and scolded him. He won't learn his lesson, if not he wouldn't annoyed me again today. Irritating person. Then there is this another person at CCA who's worse. She passed her unhappiness to everyone just because she's tired after a long day. And her tone wasn't very nice. Luckily I did not step on her tail just now, lest I might be saying worse stuff about her here.

And my CS lab! It's too slow! I cannot pass the tests because my programme's too slow! I wonder why. Very frustating! I am going to try modifying it. If the reason why I cannot pass the dynamic tests is because the system is slow, I am so going to dish out my MSN knife.

My Hanyu Pinyin is powerful. I managed to annotate a textbook with Hanyu Pinyin today in around 3.5 hours. A waste of time. Uncle says I can pay him $10, he'll help me annotate. Cheap labour but I did it on my own anyway. Who needs his help? Stupid Uncle.

I am waking up at 8.00 AM later. So early. Yawns.

A Za

I am typing this because it's in the middle of the night and I have absolutely no intention of doing my programming lab. It's pitch dark here and I am trying my best to make as little typo errors as possible.

The total hours I slept during lecture in NUS is more than that over the past 19 years. The total number of times I missed lessons in NUS due to some reason or another is also more than that over the past 19 years. Thus, correspondingly, the number of Bs I have gotten last semester is also more than that over the past 19 years. I am a sad case.

Homework piling again. Labs undone again. Lecture notes not read again. Webcast not listened to again. Sleep debt accumulating again. Procrastination creeping up again. Yucks.

When it snows, it's my birthday. I want to visit Jeju island and eat the local tangerines. I want to take the lift up 63 Building and hold my breath. I will only step on the white strips of a zebra-crossing. I will tell lies with a coin in hand. I will count one to five and think of Joo Ji Hoon or Lee Dong Wook or Kim Jeong Hoon is right in front of me. Lastly, I will borrow a rooster mascot suit from the fried chicken stall and have fun with it.

"A za!" this may mean "try harder" in some language. I keep hearing them saying this in My Girl.

Movie Trivia

I wrote a hilarious letter before coming back to school this week. It was atrociously mouth-widening.

I said I will love anyone who can get me Daren Tan's new album, now it seems that I have to start loving myself more. Maybe I should do some Newton's Third Law application. In fact, I did, but Newton's Third Law may not apply in this case.

Okay, a-long-time-ago joke. Once upon a time, primary-school-going kids used green pens to do corrections. So there was this boy who was biting the tip of his green pen as he watched his teacher write solutions on the whiteboard. But who knows? His teeth were so sharp and the tip of the pen gave way pouring green ink all over his mouth. What a laughter-invoking sight!

Wenxian wants to sabotage me. He lent me My Girl DVD and wants me to watch right after Mid-Terms. He wants to ruin my time-table. He is out to disrupt my studies by pushing the DVD to me. Still, thank you very much.

I so cannot hold a conversation with old aunties! I cannot stand their nagging, their nosiness and a whole load of their crappiness. On the very contrary, I love talking to uncles, they liven up your spirits easily with their olden times jokes and life experiences. When people get old, they get a bit senile but even if people don't get old, they may turn senile as well.

I don't watch movies. Not my style. I am different from most other people so I don't watch movies, in cinemas to be exact. Now how many times have I been into the cinema to catch a movie since I was born?

Done = True

I am so going to write ten or more paragraphs today. I have so much to say, all suppressed under the Mid-Terms stress.

I shall start with Mid-Terms. I HATE MID-TERMS! My Math was horribly done, my physics was screwed up, my MLE isn't any better either and my CS, needless to say more. Why after all, I still cannot live up to the expectations? Why is my life so unpredictable? I am so saddened by this tragedic Mid-Terms.

Okay, now I am going to start some incessant ranting. Raj says I know how to take care of people but since when? I cannot even take care of myself and I definitely need others to take care of me. So don't try to ask me to take care of anybody or anything, lest you might just be anticipating an early death.

I think Heaven is mostly fair and at times unfair. Fair in the sense talents are evenly distributed. If you're good at academics, you are probably not nice-looking. If you're nice-looking, you may not have a pleasant character. If you have a pleasant character, you may not have a voice for singing. And if you have a voice for singing, you may not be wise enough to make use of it. The list goes on and on. That's why in certain aspects, Heaven is fair. But how about Heaven being unfair? Let's see, some people are born more blessed than others, in terms of brains or wealth. Sometimes, it takes a great deal for these more blessed people to understand how others are struggling with life. I know of people who have nicely planned lives since they were born and have not met any trouble since then. However, the point is, they cannot seem to put themselves in the shoes of others and seriously, their behaviour really puts me off. Be more selfless, the Earth doesn't revolve around you and it won't kill for you to share.

Friendship is fragile. I believe in that. And the worst people around whom I really cannot accept are those who are so proud of the things they own and start showing off. Honestly, what's wrong with them? I am definitely not impressed by anyone who boasts and tries to get the envy of people. You don't need a Mom who can bake a humble pie for you to eat before you know how to shut up about yourself. So people, don't ever give a I-am-WOW-ed-by-your-new-stuff expression to these people, they don't deserve it.

And since friendship is fragile, I don't want to go beat about the bush. I give many hints on a failing friendship. If people cannot catch them, then look forward to a downslope friendship. I won't try to save it, they have to.

Jonathan went telling people I am emo(emotional). He doesn't even know where I do my real emo stuff at. And he hasn't seen the real emo part of me. So he had better not to make such a hasty conclusion about me again.

Horoscopes is a very real thing. People should try to match their horoscopes for relationships, be it even friendship. Because big time clashes are bound to happen and it's not a simple issue to resolve especially if horoscopes are involved.

I dreamt of the same person again as I have posted previously, the very next night. Consecutively two nights in a row. I don't know what to say, the second dream was just as weird. I was talking on MSN with this person and at the same time e-mailing the same person. I mean most people will just settle all to be discussed over MSN. Who is the right frame of mind will send e-mail and talk on MSN at the same time?

I am posting the next in a jiffy, ten paragraphs done. And I shall return a true.

In The Midst of Mid-Terms

Yeah one Mid-Term test down, that is MLE1101. And for goodness sake, it is 35% of the finals! I decided that I shall put up something small here since I have cleared a pathetic quarter of my Mid-Terms.

So a sneak of what has been going around. I had a very weird dream yesterday, of someone who has been absent in my life. Maybe I have been thinking too much, thus the appearance of this person in my dream. Maybe this person should just be removed from the limited storage space in my brain so that I can fill in more information about Physics, MLE, Math, CS or CTW.

And I did not go for the lunch outing organised by Jeremy and Weiliang last Tuesday. Hardly any reason why but I must say I was needed at home. Guess what, my Primary 5 sister is learning stuff so difficult I feel is robbing her of her childhood. I certainly have no impression of memorising things like "Binary Fission", "Cell Division" and "Budding" in Primary 5. And the moon phases, I can't even interpret it now if you were to give me the moon phase chart. Amazing how she can use an electronic Chinese dictionary for Chinese compositions and a scientific calculator for Paper 2 of her Mathematics examination. Sometimes, schools progress so quickly if we're going any slower, when we'll be going backwards. And yeah, I felt the need to stay home because CA is really stressful!

Actually I have more to say, but I have no time! Mummy's really a cool dude, she said, "Ciao" to me yesterday.

Ciao. Till the end of Mid-Terms.