I am off to Ethelonter V for the whole of this upcoming week. Drop me an SMS or call me if things are urgent.
I want to say I hate going away from home because of where I am going. I want to say I do not want to step out of my comfort zone because where I am going is not a place which brings comfort to me. I want to say I want the camp to end soon and I want to go out with my friends because my friends are far, far better than the people in camp.
Some people are very weird and obsessed. So much so I want to puke.
One week of acting high and one week of disgust. I can hold it.
Monday, June 30, 2008
Sunday, June 29, 2008
I Am Sadistic
Things are bound to go awry at the last minute. Look at what has been happening and look at how irate people are because of how some management handle stuff.
Sometimes, people need to realise that they are not perfect, no matter how their horoscopes say they are. Sometimes, people need to know that things will not go as they expect because their events involve humans and humans are changing creatures. Sometimes, people need to learn that they have to give and take because we won't just keep giving and they can't keep receiving.
Yeah, I am sadistic. I like to see how others, by the others I mean those who have been ill-treating me, are facing trouble. Not exactly like but I would want them to see how they are not always correct and how they are infuriating the people whom they seek help from. This isn't the way to managing people and displaying your less-than-able leadership. I am not sure I can do a better job but from where I am standing, I can see that there is something very wrong with the way things are done. I am glad to see that, so at least next time I will not repeat what is wrong if I ever get a chance to. If these things do not turn out well, blame yourselves the leaders, because I don't see who else you have as your scapegoats. I am sadistic, remember? I will be smirking behind all of you because you all made me do it. Too much of torturing people won't do you or others any good.
This is a sinister post, topped with the most evil laughs and most unbelievable words from me.
Sometimes, people need to realise that they are not perfect, no matter how their horoscopes say they are. Sometimes, people need to know that things will not go as they expect because their events involve humans and humans are changing creatures. Sometimes, people need to learn that they have to give and take because we won't just keep giving and they can't keep receiving.
Yeah, I am sadistic. I like to see how others, by the others I mean those who have been ill-treating me, are facing trouble. Not exactly like but I would want them to see how they are not always correct and how they are infuriating the people whom they seek help from. This isn't the way to managing people and displaying your less-than-able leadership. I am not sure I can do a better job but from where I am standing, I can see that there is something very wrong with the way things are done. I am glad to see that, so at least next time I will not repeat what is wrong if I ever get a chance to. If these things do not turn out well, blame yourselves the leaders, because I don't see who else you have as your scapegoats. I am sadistic, remember? I will be smirking behind all of you because you all made me do it. Too much of torturing people won't do you or others any good.
This is a sinister post, topped with the most evil laughs and most unbelievable words from me.
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Philosophy
Hui Fang says I can blog about Philosophy and I am so going to do it. Simply, what is my philosophy? Why do I always do things which seem warped to others? Is there something wrong with my philosophy or is everyone entitled to his/her own set of thinking and judgement towards things and situations?
In my opinion, we can all do what we like so long as we do not hurt others. Well, even if we do hurt others in the process knowingly or unknowingly, an apology should be offered. Virgos find it hard to say sorry? I need to check up on that because I myself am not very sure.
My Philosophy revolves very much about myself, which means I probably have these - Chauvinism, Egotism and Narcissism. I have been told so many times by different people I do not behave like a girl, so it won't come as a surprise if I say I practise Chauvinism. My ego has been greatly suppressed since I entered University and I cannot seem to find my way back to it. Hopefully I will be able to get it back when next semester starts. Narcissism is the least possible thing I thought I will be heading towards but maybe I have that kind of thinking too. I don't really love myself a lot but I just want to defend myself, from all sorts of things which may or may not happen. I don't want to see myself hurt so I defend myself greatly. This is probably the reason why I only appear as I am. To know me through and through, friends have to break my defences. I am D for defensive, direct and domineering. Don't remind me of my D personality again.
Because many ideas differ so people cannot click, because many beliefs differ so the Human Chemistry doesn't work and because many values and thoughts towards life differ so people dislike one another. Philosophy is such an interesting topic. I will drive further into Philosophy and my takes on life some other day.
歌曲: 终结孤单 歌手: 五月天 专辑: Final Home 当我们混
约你你说不来 来了你又不high 大家开开心心出来玩 你却埋头吃饭 如果你的孤单 只是你的习惯 你就把你自己锁起来 实在是太不应该 心情好心情坏 怎么开始怎么办 你有的不爽 让我来分担 Everything gonna be alright Tomorrow will be fine 太阳依然灿烂 地球继续转 有我的陪伴 你再也不孤单 有我的陪伴 一起终结孤单 卫冕者接受挑战 难免也会失败 人生像一场比赛 还是要保持乐观 请你把头抬起来 帮你把勇气装满 有我这样完美的朋友 high不high 当然很high 啦 嘿
In my opinion, we can all do what we like so long as we do not hurt others. Well, even if we do hurt others in the process knowingly or unknowingly, an apology should be offered. Virgos find it hard to say sorry? I need to check up on that because I myself am not very sure.
My Philosophy revolves very much about myself, which means I probably have these - Chauvinism, Egotism and Narcissism. I have been told so many times by different people I do not behave like a girl, so it won't come as a surprise if I say I practise Chauvinism. My ego has been greatly suppressed since I entered University and I cannot seem to find my way back to it. Hopefully I will be able to get it back when next semester starts. Narcissism is the least possible thing I thought I will be heading towards but maybe I have that kind of thinking too. I don't really love myself a lot but I just want to defend myself, from all sorts of things which may or may not happen. I don't want to see myself hurt so I defend myself greatly. This is probably the reason why I only appear as I am. To know me through and through, friends have to break my defences. I am D for defensive, direct and domineering. Don't remind me of my D personality again.
Because many ideas differ so people cannot click, because many beliefs differ so the Human Chemistry doesn't work and because many values and thoughts towards life differ so people dislike one another. Philosophy is such an interesting topic. I will drive further into Philosophy and my takes on life some other day.
歌曲: 终结孤单 歌手: 五月天 专辑: Final Home 当我们混
约你你说不来 来了你又不high 大家开开心心出来玩 你却埋头吃饭 如果你的孤单 只是你的习惯 你就把你自己锁起来 实在是太不应该 心情好心情坏 怎么开始怎么办 你有的不爽 让我来分担 Everything gonna be alright Tomorrow will be fine 太阳依然灿烂 地球继续转 有我的陪伴 你再也不孤单 有我的陪伴 一起终结孤单 卫冕者接受挑战 难免也会失败 人生像一场比赛 还是要保持乐观 请你把头抬起来 帮你把勇气装满 有我这样完美的朋友 high不high 当然很high 啦 嘿
Friday, June 27, 2008
Nothingness And Emptiness Again
Nowadays I really have very few things to blog about. Still on the emptiness and nothingness mode I think.
Many people are very troublesome and full of weird ideas. Many people are expecting too much and are too much. Next time I shall go find out more about the thing I am signing up for before making such a rash and irrational decision again.
Argh! I don't want school to start anytime soon and I want my life back!
Many people are very troublesome and full of weird ideas. Many people are expecting too much and are too much. Next time I shall go find out more about the thing I am signing up for before making such a rash and irrational decision again.
Argh! I don't want school to start anytime soon and I want my life back!
Tuesday, June 24, 2008
Human Chemistry
How does human chemistry work? Why do some people naturally come under the 酒逢知己千杯少 category and others just have to fall in that 话不投机半句多 category?
I hate being the Key Councilor of Ethelonther V. I am saying this very blatantly. At least all these pre-camp stuff are tiring me out so much I hate myself for being cheated into this bad job. I don't understand why I am being blamed for the bad chemistry in my group. These things cannot be controlled by a mortal and I am very much not Buddha.
It's extremely unfair to keep asking me act as if I am a hysterically enthusiastic lunatic who has just been unleashed and bring on this group which seems so dead. If the people can't be high-ed up, I don't see why I should be blamed for this bad situation. I hope the people up there can see that I have been doing my best since the Councilor Briefing and even before that. They can keep their praises to themselves, they can save me from all their thanks to themselves as well, just don't start comparing my group with other groups, just don't begin reprimanding me for the lack of cohesion in my group, just don't push the entire responsibility of a badly bonded group on the Key Councilor. It just isn't fair.
The ability to click with certain people is based on many things. Horoscope, fate, the existence of common topics and interests, character, the chat-ability of people and their willingness to share their stories. If only one of two of the above are present, I doubt things are going to work out. Personally, I don't think anybody is to be blamed for the lack of ability to click with other people because it is all predestined by Heaven that some people are to be more than friends and some are just to be mere acquaintances.
For me, I don't in the least think I am less street-smart than an average person. At least when I go out with other people, I try my best to blend in and mingle. So stop blaming me if you don't see my efforts in bringing my group together. Blame the group members for their lack of time, blame the group members for their lack of cooperation towards this group, blame the In-Charge for putting such un-enthusiastic members in the same group, blame everyone else but the one who has put in so much effort she is tired of all this crap.
Once again, I do hope during the main camp itself, I can be happier being the Key Councilor of Mokuze than I am now. I reckon it's easy because I am really very upset at the moment. I never thought this can be so sucky.
I hate being the Key Councilor of Ethelonther V. I am saying this very blatantly. At least all these pre-camp stuff are tiring me out so much I hate myself for being cheated into this bad job. I don't understand why I am being blamed for the bad chemistry in my group. These things cannot be controlled by a mortal and I am very much not Buddha.
It's extremely unfair to keep asking me act as if I am a hysterically enthusiastic lunatic who has just been unleashed and bring on this group which seems so dead. If the people can't be high-ed up, I don't see why I should be blamed for this bad situation. I hope the people up there can see that I have been doing my best since the Councilor Briefing and even before that. They can keep their praises to themselves, they can save me from all their thanks to themselves as well, just don't start comparing my group with other groups, just don't begin reprimanding me for the lack of cohesion in my group, just don't push the entire responsibility of a badly bonded group on the Key Councilor. It just isn't fair.
The ability to click with certain people is based on many things. Horoscope, fate, the existence of common topics and interests, character, the chat-ability of people and their willingness to share their stories. If only one of two of the above are present, I doubt things are going to work out. Personally, I don't think anybody is to be blamed for the lack of ability to click with other people because it is all predestined by Heaven that some people are to be more than friends and some are just to be mere acquaintances.
For me, I don't in the least think I am less street-smart than an average person. At least when I go out with other people, I try my best to blend in and mingle. So stop blaming me if you don't see my efforts in bringing my group together. Blame the group members for their lack of time, blame the group members for their lack of cooperation towards this group, blame the In-Charge for putting such un-enthusiastic members in the same group, blame everyone else but the one who has put in so much effort she is tired of all this crap.
Once again, I do hope during the main camp itself, I can be happier being the Key Councilor of Mokuze than I am now. I reckon it's easy because I am really very upset at the moment. I never thought this can be so sucky.
Thursday, June 19, 2008
Tuesday, June 17, 2008
Jokes From PC Show 2008
These really happened. Have a good laugh.
Customer: What other freebies do I get besides the mouse?
Me: Well, I can throw in a cat for you.
Customer: What Furbies do I get with this deal?
Me: =___=
Customer: Do you give away free mice?
Me: =___=
Customer: Can I get another free wired mouse besides this bluetooth one?
Me: One for each hand?
Customer: I would like to get one more monitor screen besides the one which is coming together with the desktop.
Me: One for each eye?
Me: I'll give you a webcam for every desktop you purchase.
Customer: Is it a logistic webcam?
Me: It's a Logitech webcam. =___=
Customer: *points to some rival brochure* Which is a better deal? Yours or theirs?
Me: Theirs, go buy from them.
Customer: Does this laptop come with a carrying case?
Me: Yes, it does.
2 weeks later...
Customer: Where is my carrying case?!?!
Customer: Do I get a backpack as well as a carrying case at this additional cost?
Me: Yes, you do.
2 weeks later...
Customer: I see my backpack but where is my carrying case?!?!
Customer: What other freebies do I get besides the mouse?
Me: Well, I can throw in a cat for you.
Customer: What Furbies do I get with this deal?
Me: =___=
Customer: Do you give away free mice?
Me: =___=
Customer: Can I get another free wired mouse besides this bluetooth one?
Me: One for each hand?
Customer: I would like to get one more monitor screen besides the one which is coming together with the desktop.
Me: One for each eye?
Me: I'll give you a webcam for every desktop you purchase.
Customer: Is it a logistic webcam?
Me: It's a Logitech webcam. =___=
Customer: *points to some rival brochure* Which is a better deal? Yours or theirs?
Me: Theirs, go buy from them.
Customer: Does this laptop come with a carrying case?
Me: Yes, it does.
2 weeks later...
Customer: Where is my carrying case?!?!
Customer: Do I get a backpack as well as a carrying case at this additional cost?
Me: Yes, you do.
2 weeks later...
Customer: I see my backpack but where is my carrying case?!?!
Sunday, June 15, 2008
PC Show 2008
Even before the end of the PC show, I knew it was a good and new experience for me. Standing for 9 hours straight, talking non-stop, no time for lunch or dinner, no time for toilet breaks, incessant complains from customers, irritating and unreasonable requests for better and free stuff and not to forget, some sulky, unhelpful colleagues who either give you a black face or snatch your deals from you directly or indirectly.
Of course, I don't deny that I have learnt customer service from this show and how to put on a (fake) smile even things get on your nerves. Whacking on things which may not be true, lots of sales talk, a great deal of lying and hypocritism, keeping up to whatever crap that is re-newed everyday, being willing to ask for help and advice (I am trying to steer back to the positive side), putting in your heart into each deal for the benefit of your customers and talking without a conscience.
It is indeed a good learning platform for me. And many thanks to all my friends who came down to visit me - Gladys, Samantha, Wenxian, Pei Fen, Jie Hui, Hui Fang, Vanessa and Fatima. Yucks, Jinhong came to PC Show but didn't come visit me.
Of course, I don't deny that I have learnt customer service from this show and how to put on a (fake) smile even things get on your nerves. Whacking on things which may not be true, lots of sales talk, a great deal of lying and hypocritism, keeping up to whatever crap that is re-newed everyday, being willing to ask for help and advice (I am trying to steer back to the positive side), putting in your heart into each deal for the benefit of your customers and talking without a conscience.
It is indeed a good learning platform for me. And many thanks to all my friends who came down to visit me - Gladys, Samantha, Wenxian, Pei Fen, Jie Hui, Hui Fang, Vanessa and Fatima. Yucks, Jinhong came to PC Show but didn't come visit me.
Monday, June 9, 2008
Anger Management
I think anger gets the better of me sometimes, especially in the case of the previous post. The vulgar version of it really doesn't sound nice but I cannot help it. When I get too infuriated, they just come naturally.
Sometimes all I need are methods to shut others up. I shall try sarcasm, lying and crapping for a start. I might be able to lessen the antagonisation, if there is ever such a word.
I really tolerated too much from that woman. I don't think I need to give her more respect than she gives me. Anger management has its limits too. Don't go overboard. And I've blocked her on MSN. It's a forever thing.
Sometimes all I need are methods to shut others up. I shall try sarcasm, lying and crapping for a start. I might be able to lessen the antagonisation, if there is ever such a word.
I really tolerated too much from that woman. I don't think I need to give her more respect than she gives me. Anger management has its limits too. Don't go overboard. And I've blocked her on MSN. It's a forever thing.
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