Human Chemistry

How does human chemistry work? Why do some people naturally come under the 酒逢知己千杯少 category and others just have to fall in that 话不投机半句多 category?

I hate being the Key Councilor of Ethelonther V. I am saying this very blatantly. At least all these pre-camp stuff are tiring me out so much I hate myself for being cheated into this bad job. I don't understand why I am being blamed for the bad chemistry in my group. These things cannot be controlled by a mortal and I am very much not Buddha.

It's extremely unfair to keep asking me act as if I am a hysterically enthusiastic lunatic who has just been unleashed and bring on this group which seems so dead. If the people can't be high-ed up, I don't see why I should be blamed for this bad situation. I hope the people up there can see that I have been doing my best since the Councilor Briefing and even before that. They can keep their praises to themselves, they can save me from all their thanks to themselves as well, just don't start comparing my group with other groups, just don't begin reprimanding me for the lack of cohesion in my group, just don't push the entire responsibility of a badly bonded group on the Key Councilor. It just isn't fair.

The ability to click with certain people is based on many things. Horoscope, fate, the existence of common topics and interests, character, the chat-ability of people and their willingness to share their stories. If only one of two of the above are present, I doubt things are going to work out. Personally, I don't think anybody is to be blamed for the lack of ability to click with other people because it is all predestined by Heaven that some people are to be more than friends and some are just to be mere acquaintances.

For me, I don't in the least think I am less street-smart than an average person. At least when I go out with other people, I try my best to blend in and mingle. So stop blaming me if you don't see my efforts in bringing my group together. Blame the group members for their lack of time, blame the group members for their lack of cooperation towards this group, blame the In-Charge for putting such un-enthusiastic members in the same group, blame everyone else but the one who has put in so much effort she is tired of all this crap.

Once again, I do hope during the main camp itself, I can be happier being the Key Councilor of Mokuze than I am now. I reckon it's easy because I am really very upset at the moment. I never thought this can be so sucky.