Clean Break

Maybe it isn't so clean after all. Some part of it is still lingering around. It's my toenail. Some part of it can't bear to part with me, while the rest has decided that I am no longer worth it staying.

What is analogous and what isn't.

I want the world either to stop spinning totally or freeze where it currently is.

With A Smile And A Song

It isn't really drilling a hole. It isn't exactly piercing through. It isn't stabbing too.

Because time heals all, it flies.

Title: With A Smile And A Song Music: Frank Churchill Lyrics: Larry Morey

With a smile and a song
Life is just a bright sunny day
Your cares fade away
And your heart is young
With a smile and a song
All the world seems to waken anew
Rejoicing with you
As the song is sung
There's no use in grumbling
When the raindrops come tumbling
Remember, you're the one
Who can fill the world with sunshine
When you smile and you sing
Everything is in tune and it's spring
And life flows along
With a smile and a song

For Seekers

I have cleared up many thoughts with Wordpress. And so I am back on Blogger today.

This is such a lunatic world! So much work to do in so little time. So many things to say using only one mouth. So many things to interpret with only a brain made up of peanuts. So much sleep to catch up on, simply because I cannot stop falling asleep.

Oh my, after that paragraph I sort of feel I need to go back to Wordpress again. My dependency on people and things is creeping up. I can’t imagine anybody has ever said I am independent. Even if I were to go back to Wordpress, I know it’s hard to pen my thoughts because they have reached a higher level which my grasp of the English language cannot manage anymore. In fact, my grasp of any human-known language cannot explain much. Beyond words and phrases, what a useless expression.

For the most sought-after name, back-track, crack, reveal, compile, debug, recompile, test, pass course marker and presto, you’re very much done.

This Is the Real 100th Post

I just realised. Yeah. A song for all of you.

歌曲: 我喜欢 歌手: 梁静茹

看蓝蓝的天空下绵绵的白雪 停在你脸上 爱在巴黎的赛纳河畔上面眺望 赶不上的玻璃船 却不觉得遗憾 却找不到遗憾 早已沉醉在你暖暖的手掌 紧握住我不放 偷偷的闻着你 带孩子气的男人香 呼 我喜欢就这样靠在你胸膛 呼 我喜欢没有时间没有方向 呼 我喜欢像这样爱的好自然 不用管别人投什么眼光 随你带着我四处的游荡 随你带着我四处去游荡 呼 我喜欢一醒来有你在身旁 呼 我喜欢赖在床上看你喝汤 呼 我喜欢你的手放在我肩膀 像是担心我会消失一样 为我每一寸消瘦而感伤 为我每一寸瘦弱而感伤 好想就这样 有你在身旁 一直到天长 在日记里圈上每一页都有你 好幸福的时光 对照第一次见面到此刻的温柔 是不是都一样

Happy 100th Post

Happy 100th post! And I will be running a Wordpress account concurrently after this.

Get me at http://www.guaigia.wordpress.com/. Nothing special there, just that I will password-protect most posts there, that's the most distinct feature of Wordpress anyway. I will still post here because most things aren't very secretive or mysterious to me.

歌曲: 命中注定 歌手: 庾澄庆

那天后没有再见过你 但每次遇见这样的大雨 我就会想起你 笑着说 嘿 很高兴认识你 忽然大雨我们有缘相遇 你也在这里 被雨淋湿 小小的屋檐 就这样变成你我的伞 萍水相逢 我们还很陌生 你说人和人 有一种缘份 很像晚风 轻轻吹拂街上人们面容那么轻松 你让我相信 有命中注定 你问我雨后可有彩虹 这样的大雨 这样的相遇 你很纯真 我被打动 人的心中都有个孩子 特别容易 和纯真接 近奇怪的是 地球几亿几千万个人 我特别想你 你让我相信 有命中注定 你问我雨后可有彩虹 人的一生中际遇常常有并非每段都有感动 人的心中都有个孩子特别容易和纯真接 近奇怪的是地球几亿几千万个人 我特别想你

Que Sera Sera

A stream always succeeds in forging its own way to the ocean, overcoming all obstacles in its path. With vision and perseverance, so too can we achieve our desired success. There is this internal stream which flows blood. It’s called the blood circulatory system.

I thought I screwed up some things but maybe not, I don’t know. Que sera, sera, Whatever will be, will be; The future's not ours to see. Que sera, sera, What will be, will be.

歌曲: 男人女人 歌手: 许茹芸 & 阿穆隆

爱爱爱爱了几回 也明白其中滋味 付出的从来不会等于收回 我却还在等待着谁能出现 伤伤伤伤了几回 也曾经为爱憔悴 爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈 我却还是学不会狠心对谁 男人男人多希望你是好人 多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼 女人女人我答应做个好人 我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生 爱爱爱爱了几回 也明白其中滋味 付出的从来不会等于收回 我却还在等待着谁能出现 伤伤伤伤了几回 也曾经为爱憔悴 爱情里好人总比坏人狼狈 我却还是学不会狠心对谁 男人男人多希望你是好人 多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼 女人女人我答应做个好人 我答应用我一生来换你的快乐一生 男人男人多希望你是好人 多希望用你的真让我不必再心疼 女人女人我答应做个好人 不会再让我(你)心疼一等再等 你就是我等的那个人 男人男人 女人女人 多么希望你是对的人

Status Quo

Nothing has changed drastically despite my abruptness and cruelty. Everything is still the same as before. I really can do things outright. Whoever’s inflicted with anything through the process, you’re just a by-product. Or rather, I should say you brought it upon yourself.

And yes! Happy Birthday! Many happy returns of the day! May your life be well-guided. May you succeed in your future endeavours. May happiness, bliss and wisdom be with you wherever you go.

Happy Birthday to you,
Happy Birthday to you.
Happy Birthday to Zac-Ex,
Happy Birthday to you.

How Long Does It Take?

For people to realise another's character isn't as perfect as perceived. For people to accept others' behaviour and accommodate it. For people to warm up to the people and things they meet and see everyday and not-everyday. For people to discover new things about themselves and hopefully others. For people to wake up and think. For my toenail to decide to break away from my toe for greener pastures so that it can start afresh. For two people to know they are actually partners in bridge.

Time, who's not running out of it?

祸不单行 – 屋漏偏逢连夜雨!

It’s horrid. First, my charger dies on me, then my MP3 player goes crazy, last there are so many lunatics around me. What a disgusting world! And since when “Zijuan” got listed in the dictionary?

Zijuan – Singaporean Slang

– noun Zijuan
1. A girl who loves purple so much she can’t seem to live her life any other way.
2. A person who behaves as such and maybe worse.
Example: Zijuan is such an ardent fan of purple.

– verb Zijuan, Zijuan-fy
1. To pass sarcastic comments or be cynical about something or somebody.
2. To bully and terrorize somebody.
3. To do frivolous things, ask random questions or be ridiculous.
4. To be a laughing stock or laugh uncontrollably for a significant amount of time with or without reason.
5. To match-make people from all walks of life and perhaps offer such a service to dogs and pigs.
6. To think of funny ideas and behave like a 12-year-old or maybe younger.
7. To be ignorant and indifferent to what is happening.
8. To pester for an answer even if the problem doesn’t concern oneself.
9. To be able to conjure a lie faster than you can finish reading this sentence.
10. To be able to twist and turn words and the table around in the name of defence but mostly, offence.
Example: I was Zijuan-fied by her offensive words and violent actions.

– adjective Zijuan, Zijuan-y
1. Very insulting to the extent of being scary and repulsive.
2. Having no link to what was mentioned and being out-of-nowhere.
3. Behaving as mentioned in the verb description of Zijuan.
Example: What you have just said was amazingly Zijuan-y.

In case some people are slower than they can get, "Zijuan" is not listed in the dictionary. It is meant to be a joke.