A Nightmare

Yesterday morning, I had a nightmare, OK, a daymare. This is probably the best way to deter me from sleeping late and waking up late and lazing in bed. LOL.

This stupid, fat, ugly fellow was teaching me how to change lanes. OK, you see how traumatized, more like pissed I am with that stupid, fat, ugly fellow. Not say I'm not stupid or fat or ugly, but I still feel so irritated that I have to call that fellow, stupid, fat and ugly.

Out of nowhere, this fellow dropped me off at my primary school area. Then as I walked, I saw weird things. I saw a nun and two little nun-girls, all in orange-red robes. I have never seen any of these people before but the nun was actually ironing her robe at the void deck. At another void deck, I saw BIG BIG human photos with words around them hanging on the void deck walls. Similar to that of obituaries or carvings on graves.

I walked ahead and saw scary stuff! Around 10 coffins of different styles and patterns were neatly arranged in a row. Damn scary, there were a few coffins which are quite simple and there was this old bulky, traditional coffin which normally appears in those zombie shows. WAH, damn scary!!! I quickly walked away in the direction of my house. LOL.

Then at another block void deck, durians were on sale but they were not stacked up on racks, they were randomly placed on the ground and there were only a few durians of each type. The durians really looked dubious. Walking further up, there was a row of old people seated on white chairs eating durians. OMG, very scary, the number of old people == number of coffins? Now that I link them all up, they could be having a durian break from all that lying down. WAH! I am so scared! LOL!

Then, I think I woke up. LOL! Damn scary! And who's fault! That stupid, fat, ugly fellow's! Drop me off near those scary places! He's not even supposed to drive the car what...

Somehow, I think we're both capable in writing things we think and feel and jolt tears. Add oil, my sister.

Amidst Exam Preparations

I had a headache which lasted 2-3 days. Now this weird ENT syndrome which I don't know how to describe. Yes, I need an ENT specialist. 나는 기 의사 선생님이 필요하고 그 사람는 시험위한 행운을 빌어요. 아까 전에는 또 보고싶고 사랑해요.

I'm also looking for two songs, from Goldheart Jewelery and Scott's Emulsion advertisements. If you know them, please let me know! Thanks!

It's Not That I Want To Change

But I needed to upgrade something and add something. So here's a modified blog skin. I really don't know a thing about HTML or XML code.

I've a headache. I believe from bad sleeping habits.

그 사람을 보고싶지만...

My 21st Birthday Again

One day some time ago, I sent my NEW phone for servicing and lost all the 21st birthday messages. Today's my 21st birthday again. Please send me your wishes via SMS. Thank you! LOL! Sorry for all the trouble.

Just now I dreamt I was brushing teeth and there was blood from my teeth, then I went to brush teeth, really got blood. :S

I Bang

Actually I really wonder if I have some problem with motor skills. Or maybe I don't have enough something (don't know what mineral or Vitamin or ?), which makes me always bang into things.

I don't remember always knocking into things so frequently. I think it started this semester. I only hope I don't have some underlying hidden illness behind all these knocking and of course, I hope I don't become stupider than I already am, considering the amount of impact on my skull each time I bang against it.

I secretly blame you for not showing me any concern, resulting in my knocking around and the vicious cycle continues.

I Thought I Was Inefficient Enough...

But apparently, some people are worse. If you cannot deliver what you're supposed to, at least apologize and not keep thinking you're in the right. Yucks, school sucks.

Korea, I want to go to you but I don't want to go to you. LOL. What talking me.

New Blog Skin

The old one was removed somehow, and my blog become ugly. So I changed to this new blog skin.

I've been very busy. I don't know what I'm busy with, maybe busy over nothing. LOL.

Is it true that people are more depressed or emo when they are alone than when they are around familiar faces? I don't know the answer. Maybe, maybe. Should we be secretly sad and only share happiness with people?

Smiles, laughter, all nice and sunshine. Who likes to see others sad and upset? Fair weather friends, those who will only be there to share happiness.

Yes, this blog skin, simplity, sometimes that's what we all need. WTF with all these complicated people and matters.

If I had the choice, I'd rather erase all memories, at least I wouldn't know how fucked up my life is because it just isn't as happy as it was like.

I Hear Say

That beauty sleep is from 11 PM to 2 AM, thereabout. So I try to sleep and wake up at 2 AM to do rubbish and sleep again later. Doesn't seem to have any real effect anyway. My bio clock is as screwed.

Projects

The hit rate is like, 1 out of 100? And I believe it's on purpose.

Do projects really spoil friendships or make us see others in a different light? One project of mine, I'm a leech. One project of mine, people have different opinions and we need to reconcile differences one by one. One project of mine, fierce, very fierce.

This project semester is irritating!