It's Not That I Want To Change

But I needed to upgrade something and add something. So here's a modified blog skin. I really don't know a thing about HTML or XML code.

I've a headache. I believe from bad sleeping habits.

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My 21st Birthday Again

One day some time ago, I sent my NEW phone for servicing and lost all the 21st birthday messages. Today's my 21st birthday again. Please send me your wishes via SMS. Thank you! LOL! Sorry for all the trouble.

Just now I dreamt I was brushing teeth and there was blood from my teeth, then I went to brush teeth, really got blood. :S

I Bang

Actually I really wonder if I have some problem with motor skills. Or maybe I don't have enough something (don't know what mineral or Vitamin or ?), which makes me always bang into things.

I don't remember always knocking into things so frequently. I think it started this semester. I only hope I don't have some underlying hidden illness behind all these knocking and of course, I hope I don't become stupider than I already am, considering the amount of impact on my skull each time I bang against it.

I secretly blame you for not showing me any concern, resulting in my knocking around and the vicious cycle continues.

I Thought I Was Inefficient Enough...

But apparently, some people are worse. If you cannot deliver what you're supposed to, at least apologize and not keep thinking you're in the right. Yucks, school sucks.

Korea, I want to go to you but I don't want to go to you. LOL. What talking me.

New Blog Skin

The old one was removed somehow, and my blog become ugly. So I changed to this new blog skin.

I've been very busy. I don't know what I'm busy with, maybe busy over nothing. LOL.

Is it true that people are more depressed or emo when they are alone than when they are around familiar faces? I don't know the answer. Maybe, maybe. Should we be secretly sad and only share happiness with people?

Smiles, laughter, all nice and sunshine. Who likes to see others sad and upset? Fair weather friends, those who will only be there to share happiness.

Yes, this blog skin, simplity, sometimes that's what we all need. WTF with all these complicated people and matters.

If I had the choice, I'd rather erase all memories, at least I wouldn't know how fucked up my life is because it just isn't as happy as it was like.

I Hear Say

That beauty sleep is from 11 PM to 2 AM, thereabout. So I try to sleep and wake up at 2 AM to do rubbish and sleep again later. Doesn't seem to have any real effect anyway. My bio clock is as screwed.

Projects

The hit rate is like, 1 out of 100? And I believe it's on purpose.

Do projects really spoil friendships or make us see others in a different light? One project of mine, I'm a leech. One project of mine, people have different opinions and we need to reconcile differences one by one. One project of mine, fierce, very fierce.

This project semester is irritating!

Insensitive

How do I bring myself to say all this, 21 already, yet has so sense of discretion. You put all your brains into studying, am I not right to say this? Many people see you as having wonderful interpersonal skills, but to me, you've just done one of the worst thing in your life, and sadly to say whether you've the intention or not, to hurt your friend.

How would you feel, if I've done the same to your old flame, J. I'm pretty sure you won't even turn up. Seriously, if you really want to get something more than what you're getting now, I am telling you, you can have IT.

What are you even up to, what's up your sleeves. I've known you not to be like that. And this time, I'm very much disappointed. I hope someone, or anybody, could drill some sense into you.

Whether you've intended it purposely or not, you're just being plain insensitive.

Then yet another you, another insensitive person, stop going around to affect others with your outrageous behaviour. I, standing on the outside of your circle, am already poisoned and disgusted by what I've heard.

Insensitive people around me, could you all think of the feelings of the people whom you care for or the people who care for you before you open your damn mouth or do things?

You Know If It's A Bat Joke...

LOL! Okay, this is super random but I really cannot help but blog about it.

One fine morning, I was awakened by a scream, "Ah!" Well, well, a black winged animal actually forced its way through my window and fluttered around my bedroom, hovering above the beds, knocking down bottles. Bird? Erm, frog? Erm, toad? Okay, maybe, maybe it's a BAT!

I grabbed my stuff, scurried from my bed. Moments later, there it lied, on a spot on my bed where I still vividly remember. That black thing, really doesn't look like a bird. And as it lied there docilely, do I have to say this, it somehow resembled a toad.

Okay, it's been concluded, a BAT, how do we do this?

1) Cover it with a stool
2) Cardboard from beneath
3) Plastic below cardboard
4) Plastic all around
5) To the lobby, open everything up

Bye bye BAT, thanks for waking me up at 7.30 AM on 8th October 2009, when I have no lessons. For sure you knew my alarm clock ran out of BATteries. And you must have had a BAT fall that you needed to lie on my BED (say BAD). There's a BAT, on my BED, on my BED, there's a BAT. Seriously, I had a BAT day!