Tuesday, December 9, 2008

Inverted Birthday

It's Happy Inverted Birthday.

It's not really Happy Inverted Birthday, it's just Inverted Birthday.

When the boulder is pushed down the black hole, the torrential waters calm down. Training at the Seafoam Island is something like that.

Why is a caterpillar? If only the world is fairer, caterpie wouldn't be able to evolve to Butterfree by Level 10. It should be treated like all others, evolve in its 20s. But because even in the training world, life isn't fair.

Overloading starts literal headaches.

Monday, December 8, 2008

Happy 200th Post?

Happy? If I haven't been here, I would have led a much better life, because I deserve better.

As for now, the camp is of utmost concern. Heck and hell to any other thing, those trivial matters and imbeciles don't deserve a single bit of my attention.

Oh oh oh, maybe I should stop poking my nose into other people's affairs, that'll teach me a lesson or two.

Treat me like dirt and dust and forever giving me those kind of sucky, emo behaviour. All because of a simple, superficial reason that I am uglier. To all the pretty others out there, you are all blessed with an attractive face, lest you'll get all the shit like what I am getting now. Double standards make me puke! Disgusting!

Yeah, go go go, do whatever you want, and feel whatever way you like. You crazy, mad fella. FUCK OFF, I say, YOU CAR-WASHER, FUCK OFF.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

海角七号

It's funny, especially when I try so hard to decipher the Hokkien in it. The songs are nice too.

曲名: 范逸臣 歌手: 国境之南 专辑: 海角七号 词: 严云农

如果海会说话 如果风爱上砂 如果有些想念 遗忘在漫长的长假 我会聆听浪花 让风吹过头发 任记忆里的爱情 在时间潮汐里喧哗 非得等春天远了夏天才近了 我是在回首时终于懂得 当阳光 再次 回到那飘着雨的国境之南 我会试着把那一年的故事 再接下去说完 当阳光 再次 离开那太晴朗的国境之南 妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱 在告别前用微笑全归还 海很蓝 星光灿烂 我仍空着我的臂弯 天很宽 在我独自唱歌的夜晚 请原谅我的爱诉说的太缓慢 当阳光 再次 回到那飘着雨的国境之南 我会试着把那一年的故事 再接下去说完 当阳光 再次 离开那太晴朗的国境之南 妳会不会把妳曾带走的爱 在告别前用微笑全归还

Monday, November 17, 2008

要用功

十个本领任选一个:

1) 千里眼
2) 顺风耳
3) 大力三
4) 奀皮四
5) 飞天五
6) 铁头六
7) 高脚七
8) 遁地八
9) 大口九
10) 大喊十

选完了, 要用功读书, 不要幻想有十兄弟用异能帮我考试.

The following words are of mockery to me: Insults, hypocritical, double-standards, oh and 博同情.

Thursday, November 13, 2008

That's Why You Go Away

Don't tell me the one with spoiled brains is me!

That's Why You Go Away by Jascha Richter

Baby won't you tell me why, there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye, to you
Love is one big illusion, I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up, now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost, right now
Now you want me to forget, every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong, were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man, your heart is missing
That's why you go away, I know

You were never satisfied, no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye, to me
Love is one big illusion, I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong, were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man, your heart is missing
That's why you go away, I know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feelings so strong, were lasting for so long
But I'm not the man, your heart is missing
That's why you go away, I know

Sunday, November 9, 2008

More Than Just An Itchy Hand

I have an itchy hand to blog so I am here instead of studying. I just want to discuss why people should not be selfish and here are some reasons.

1. Knowledge is universal and everyone will have access to the knowledge. The only difference is the time taken for each and every one of us to understand the knowledge and to put it to good use. Just like Buddhism, many of us know the existence and teachings of it but some people need more time to comprehend it and apply it. What I would like to say is that knowledge is to be shared. There is no point hogging it to yourself because even if you don't share, others will still be able to access the knowledge via other means. And at the end of the day, what is left is a terrible, selfish image you portray of yourself in front of your friends.

2. Things do not belong to us. People have the misconception that if they pay for certain things or if certain things are given to them, those things belong to them. It sounds logical and correct but how long can you own these things? How can you be so sure that these things will accompany you till eternity? The most obvious answer is that when Fate claims your life, these things no longer belong to you. The laptop, money, coffin you're placed in, house, etc, all these do not belong to you anymore. The word 'belong' is only temporary and virtual. People have to look beyond the superficial days which they would be alive for. Hoarding and hogging to things, this act of selfishness, shows an immaturity of thought. For how long can you hoard and hog? If in the end, those things do not actually belong to you, is there a point to hoard and hog?

3. Karma works both ways. Good begets good and bad begets bad. As simple as that, if you have all along been kind and compassionate, selfless, helpful and willing to share, when you need help in the future, more people will tend to lend a helping hand. But if you have always been selfish and grouchy in offering help, in times of trouble, people may reconsider before helping you. Most people are grateful for the help they've received and they reciprocate accordingly. If you've once helped people, I am sure most people are not that heartless to forget and turn their backs against you when you need help. Should you be selfish since the beginning of time, people will tend to remember the bad you've done and question themselves if it is worthy to help you. It's not that people are revengeful or calculative, it's just that sometimes, bad memories tend to stay with people for a longer time with a stronger impression. That's why it's real hard for a selfish image to fade off.

I guess being selfish may be an intrinsic characteristic of some people and sad to say, most of them being females. Despite the many chances I have given the fishmonger to change her profession, she seems really happy in her rubber boots, scaling the sea bass and weighing the dory. Even treating the fishmonger kindly doesn't hit her conscience or wake her up from her immature, selfish thinking. I really hope to see that one day where I approach the fishmonger and she can proudly put her job down and sincerely help others.

And yes, to the fishmonger's best friend, don't call me a hypocritical person just because I don't tell the fishmonger that she's selfish. If you're such a great friend of hers, you can do the dirty job yourself. It's not as if you don't know she's selfish. Don't accuse me of being fake because I still am on friendly terms with her. It's not as if it's stipulated in my How-To-Choose-Friends manual that selfish people cannot be friends. The only difference is that at least I know how to decipher the sincerity in a person and differentiate them between superficial friends and closer friends yet without them knowing or without spoiling the friendship, no matter how weak it is.

And you know what? Fuck you for thinking so badly of me simply because of superficial reasons like unfavourable looks and worse brains. Fuck you for covering up for your fishmonger friend because of superficial reasons like favourable looks and better brains. You owe me 3000 Mandarin Hotel Buffets.

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Straw Ring

Wow, I think maybe I can write a song about life. =P

*How come these days he always online? :P*

曲名: 草戒指 歌手: 神木与瞳 专辑: 为你而活

再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛 倒流心中 怎麼麻醉也没用 深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷 你狠狠甩开我 沉默的手彷彿就剧终 草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默 Woo 明天以后 爱变成了问候 爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂 最后你要自由 Woo 忘了温柔要套在手中 到最后 该不该回头 如果我开口 爱继续往前走 Woo 幸福听著分开的藉口 再见说在额头 原来泪也会痛 倒流心中 怎麼麻醉也没用 深呼吸一分鐘 爱突然的词穷 你狠狠甩开我 沉默的手彷彿就剧终 草戒指在手中 像句点的沉默 Woo 明天 以后 爱变成了问候 爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂 最后你要自由 Woo 忘了温柔要套在手中 到最后 该不该回头 如果我开口 爱继续往前走 Woo 幸福听著分开的藉口 爱不爱都痛 我以為我懂 最后你要自由 Woo 忘了温柔要套在手中 到最后 该不该回头 如果我开口 爱继续往前走 Woo 幸福听著分开的藉口 草戒指套在谁的手中

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

Fishmonger

I don't know how others feel, to me she is selfish. She doesn't teach in fear you are better. She expects others to teach in fear she's worse. The fact is that she's better, so she's plain selfish. Oh, maybe to me only. Others are entitled to feel whichever way they think she is but at least to me, she is selfish.

Maybe another case of "I don't teach people who are of threat to me" or "I don't see why I should teach you because there won't come a time when I'll get help from you" or "I don't want to teach you simply because you are of the same gender as me and I only teach GUYS". Whichever and whatever. Some girls just cannot get over their little brainless mindsets over guys.

Behaving like a Primary/Secondary school student at University level, shame, utter shame. Yeah, people need courses to upgrade their childish, selfish thinking.

Go to renowned schools, so much for Civics and Moral Education and PCCG, end up as a fishmonger. And if I wait for her long long long long long enough, until I start decomposing, I think she still won't teach.

Saturday, November 1, 2008

且行且珍惜

不要等失去了, 才学会珍惜.

曲名: 且行且珍惜 歌手: 张信哲 专辑: 梦想 词: 陈道明 厉曼婷 曲: 伍思凯

迎著风向前行 我们已经一起走到这里 偶而想起过去 点点滴滴如春风化做雨 润湿眼底 憎相会 爱别离 人生怎可能尽如人意 缘字终难猜透 才进心里 却已然离去 没有谁能忘记 这真挚情谊 你会祝福我 我也会祝福你 且把泪水轻轻拭去 期待再相遇 就算相见无期 在某个夜里 你会想起我 我也会想起你 默契永存你我心底 情缘系千里 且行且珍借 偶而想起过去 点点滴滴如春风化做雨 润湿眼底 憎相会 爱别离 人生怎可能尽如人意 缘字终难猜透 才进心里 却已然离去 没有谁能忘记 这真挚情谊 你会祝福我 我也会祝福你 且把泪水轻轻拭去 期待再相遇 就算相见无期 在某个夜里 你会想起我 我也会想起你 默契永存你我心底 情缘系千里 且行且珍借 没有谁能忘记 这真挚情谊 你会祝福我 我也会祝福你 且把泪水轻轻拭去 期待再相遇 就算相见无期 在某个夜里 你会想起我 我也会想起你 默契永存你我心底 情缘系千里 窗外景物飞逝 机缘轻触匆匆来匆匆去 且行且珍惜 且行且珍惜 且行且珍惜