You Haven't Seen A Virgo More Defensive

I bet you haven't seen a virgo more defensive than me. Yes, the barrier which I am putting around myself is high up and almost impenetrable. Hardly anyone can transcend my physical and psychological limits and reach out to my inner being. And lies, they come as a form of joke, they are a means of protecting myself, they prevent me from exposing too much of myself to the people around me. I do not lie to hurt others, I lie to ensure I am defended, I lie as fun, as a way to protect others from the harsh and cruel truth. Mr Eko is right in saying, "I will not confess as I have done no wrong." The world has been brought to me and Mr Eko in such a sense that if we do not do something to protect ourselves, no one else will.

People have to go through rough patches to grow up and learn. Lives lead on a smooth-sailing road can never be as fruitful and meaningful as one that teaches the truths of life. As I have once complained, money doesn't come easy to me. Neither does it go easily from me. But these days, prices are increasing faster you can read this sentence. And all along I do not come from a family of daughters who buy make-up, clothes, accessories, food, toys, jewellery, stationery, etc as and when we like. So stop commenting that I have been spending unrestrictedly without basis. Frugality has all along been our way of life and it will continue to be but I must emphasize that this world is changing and we have to move on. Not everything can remain as a pass-it-on or a share-among-the-sisters. As much as I know money isn't something that falls like rain, when it is absolutely essential to spend, money has to go out of the pocket. There is no point being a miser and no point being a spendthrift as well. So long as I spend within my means and ensure that I do not have negative income, I am fine.

Sorry if I keep defending myself, a happier post at the Guai Gia Committee blog soon! Cause it's the Bu Liu Mings' NDP Outing 2008!