Dun Say Wanna Say

ya dun say wanna say, i tink 命运作弄人..okie tell u all 1st this is me, typing in my fav singlish language..the format like this one..dun be shocked..okie so dun say wanna say heaven wanna play pranks on ppl, very easy one..many stories alr..all abt human relationships..this topic is the most difficult one in the entire human life i tink..so heaven can play alot of games based on this topic..not oni i kena pranked..i c other ppl, worse, kena pranked more..but wad can we do..juz take it in our stride loh..oso bo bian wad..juz because tio played alr den go take revenge meh..oso bo ko leng wad..

but anyway hoh, nvm la, over den over..ppl is lidat, we oso accept, ppl is not lidat we oso accept..everyone be happy in their own world loh..i oso quite happy now in my own world..okie la not so happy la okie..got all those stupid things to do..i tink now best is buck up studies, dun tink too much abt interpersonal relationships..that's the best, i not so smart, i ownself eat myself..i be satisfied with wad i have and i mug loh..at the end of the day, we oso  nidda fight for our own future ma..i fight finish alr oso lidat..aiya heck la..

okie i tink i tok enuf crap liao..quite make no sense also but den can la, nvm one..i understand at the pt of writin can alr..who noes a few days later i come back n c, i all dun understand alr..oso quite okie..everything oso fade away loh..nonid to sad nonid to happy nonid to scold nonid to mahuan..i like that..but oso really anyway la hoh, wish everyone all the best la hoh, oso at the same time wish myself all the best..eh cannot i wish u all den no one wish me rite..so i wish myself oso la..in case no one wish me..i tink we all can make it one..jiayou hoh..

It's Been A Long Time

Since I let my fingers on the keyboard, telling stories to a very public audience. Welcome back to my world, if you're still reading this semi-unconscious blog.

It's been more than 1.5 months since I touched down on this island which I call home. Everything's good, meet-ups, dinners, lunches, craps, work? OK, work. Can't say I don't miss Korea. It was really an experience, despite all my grumbling and complaining.

Now back, reality is reality. Routine life has returned, no more weekend trips. LOL. Used to ask so often, "What are you doing this weekend? Where are you heading to?" Used to answer so often, "We plan to go to this place and that, it will cost this much and we will do this." Gone were the days.

I realised, my last holiday, the one from Dec 09 to Jan 09 was so freaking short and packed with preparation work. And this time, right after returning, I have to work. And and, right after working, I have to study. And and and so, my next and last holiday is from Dec 10 to Jan 10. How pathetically short.

DAMMIT. LOL.

한국어로 이야기하고 싶는데

돌아오는것부터 1주일이 있었어요. 한국의 생활과 사람들을 다 아직 너무 보고 싶는데요. 매일 김치는 없고 주말에 노는것이 없고 친구들하고 못 이야기하고 한국어를 연습할 수 없고 많이 많이 보고 싶어요!!!

저는 매일 사무실에서 심심할 때 한국과 한국에 있을 때의 시간을 생각할게요. 저는 한국에 있었을 때 아마 제 대학생활중에서 제일 행복한과 재미있는 시간이에요. 숙제가 많고 시험이도 어렵지만 하루마다 풍부하게 살았어요. 저는 싱가포르에서 이렇게 될 수 없는데요. ㅠㅠ

아이구, 저는 한국어를 연습하지 않으면 절대 잊어버릴 거예요. 저는 어떻하죠!

Back!

Sorry for not posting for a long time again! I think I've grown out of blogging?

Back in Singapore, everything feels really normal and usual. Am I just too fast in adapting or? LOL, in any case, things are going well and I have no complaints (wah damn cui my English, I wrote "complains", and it looked weird, so I checked the dictionary and realised it should be "complaints"), maybe except for the overreacting weather. LOL.

Internship is waiting for me, what kind of soup did I get myself in? So tiring! Arghs.

The luggage story which I encountered was funny. I wonder how many people have had this experience before.

Byebye Korea, when I said goodbye to Korea, I was really sad. But when I saw Singapore again, I realised, yeah, maybe I really just belong to Singapore. :))

OK, I Allow You To Scold Me For Not Updating

LOL, sorry!!! Blame the Professors and TAs for giving me so much homework! Blame this place for being so fun! Blame everyone else but me, LOL. Whenever something happens, it's always other people's fault, isn't it? LOL, I wonder how many people will let me blame them for things. LOL, this is just a random thought.

I haven't been blogging for more than a month, I realise! OK, travel updates up first.

Pusan was wonderful, too beautiful to be true! The beaches there simply have sand, seawater, seashells, leaves, seagulls, ferries and some occasional kites. Nothing which spoils the natural, clean landscape too much. My Korean name, 자연(Ja Yeon), Nature. LOL, no wonder I found Pusan so related to me. Ate lots at Pusan, seafood is especially fresh, probably caught 2 hours ago. LOL, OK, I think I am exaggerating. It was also my first time staying overnight out of Daejeon and it was really a great experience with The Blue Backpackers, a guesthouse, which honestly speaking, is not easy to find. LOL.

It's Everland!!! A theme park which is so huge and popular! I took several rides and they were all so thrilling! LOL! One of the roller coasters was also World's Top 10 Wooden Roller Coasters! I've never had so much fun at a theme park since a long time ago! (Y)

Next up, Seoul for the palaces and 63 Building. Other places visited include Dongdaemun and Namdaemun, and many others. LOL, that's the problem with blogging so long after visiting, everything tends to be forgotten. Now, come to think of it, comparing people, scenery, things between Seoul and Pusan, why does Pusan seem so much more tranquil? Hmm, maybe because it's near the sea and everything comes in rhythmic pounding waves, all so soothing to me. :))

And another week, we went to the Demilitarized Zone or the DMZ, where we came as close as maybe 10 km away from North Korea. It's a sad place because many have died in the Korean War. 38th Parallel, each of them are just 2 km separated from the division line yet, to the families and friends living apart, it's just too far to meet.

Then, it was just the enjoying of Cherry Blossom and Plum Blossom everywhere in Korea, the attending of concerts, and a slow-mundane school life.

This week, I am supposed to be staying in school and trying to finish what I have to do. And not forgetting, Jeju is waiting for me, just 2 weeks before the exams! =P I am sooooooo an exchange student, huh!

광둥 말과 프랑스어를 배우고 싶어요

저는 언어를 매우 좋아하기 때문에 광둥말과 프랑스어를 배우고 싶어요. 하지만 이 두 언어는 아주 어려워요. 한국어보다 훨씬 더 어려워요. 발음하고 쓰기도 쉽지 않습니다. 그런데 배울 때는 너무 재미 있어요. ^^

그리고 한국에 요즘 생활을 좀 써 드릴게요. 제 방에 나쁜 냄새가 있기 때문에 저는 남 동생과 친구들이 같이 도서관에 갔어요. 도서관안에는 공부하기의 좋은 장소예요. 왜냐하면 도서관에 조용하고 컴퓨터가 없어서 인터넷, 게임과 채팅 모두 못 해요.

제 시험을 아주 잘 못 봤으니까 많은 공부해 야 해요. 저는 교환학생이지만 게으를 수 없어요! 그래서 저하고 남동생과 "매일 매일 도서관에 같이 가서 공부 할게요."라고 약속 해요! 좀 이상하고 힘들지만 우리는 정말 시험을 잘 보고 싶습니다. 그러면 날마다 공부 하려고 도서관에 가 야 해요. ㅠㅠ

아, 시간이 없어서 저는 다음에 더 써 드릴게요! 싱가포르와 외국에 있는의 가족과 친구들을 많이 보고 싶어요! 저위한 기다려 주세요! ^^

I Don't Like To Call This Random Updates But: Random Updates

The source of my stomachache has been identified. By me. Verified. By me. It's the PROBLEM'S BO and smelly socks. I don't usually feel queasy when I'm out in school, not until socks and clothes are exposed to the stale air of this unventilated room. I admit I'm the cause of this poor ventilation, because I feel cold when the wind comes in. But, WTF? Did I ask for smelly socks and BO from the PROBLEM? LOL! When I go back to Singapore, I probably can tolerate rubbish dumps and whatever not better, yeah thanks.

One day this week, I placed a Hershey kiss in my pocket. When I wanted to eat it, I stretched my hand in and realised it had all melted and became a literal pile of shit. LOL! I showed the person who gave me the chocolate, LOL, no fate for me to eat that chocolate, gotta throw away. LOL!

And yesterday, just before I was awake, I had a bad muscle cramp in my calf. The same cramp as when I had when I sprinted after a 4 km run in school last semester. I haven't been running for a long time because of insensible homework-givers and fun people who always organise interesting trips all over the place on weekends. :)

I want to buy the KAIST jumper but I didn't know how to order. Now I have to wait for leftovers and I bet there won't be my size available. Grr. LOL.

OK, all is well here, because I have many people to complain to, many channels to release stress to and many good friends around. I am very sure all these nice people and things I have will override those brainless crap which the PROBLEM does and says everyday. Many asked, how do you manage to withstand her? Singapore has done some good to me, I tolerate well and I complain LITERALLY behind the back of the PROBLEM well. And the weirdest thing of all, the PROBLEM might still NOT know it is such a sucky fucked-up thing. LOL! Cui-ness to the MAX!

First Time Ponning Lesson At KAIST

I woke up with a terrible stomachache this morning. DAMNED. I think it's a very special kind of stomachache, I've never had this type of stomachache before. It's a weird feeling. Feels like my stomach is gonna burst from overextension or something. Feels like I've eaten too much during my sleep that the stomach is stretched till one-cell thin. I don't know how to describe. In simple terms, I am having a stomachache. LOL.

9 AM Multimedia was interesting but it was simply too much for a patient to take. Then 10:30 AM Communications, I thought I was getting better. After lunch, I just gave up, no Intelligent Systems for me. Does 9 March just have to be a bad day? Maybe.

I think it's really silly to cry because I'm in pain but I just cannot help it. For once, I want to go back to Singapore immediately, where I sleep on my bed and get rid of this stomachache with 如意油 and where people will take care of me. Yes, I am afraid of not taking good care of myself.

"I will meet Kwang Jae, take care" and "Sorry to hear that, hope you recover soon." The SMSes from Korean group mates. They are not bad after all. =P

경주에 가서 불자국과 박물관을 봤어요

지난 주말에 저와 친구들하고 ISO가 같이 경주에 가서 재미있는 시간이 있었어요. 우리는 3월 6일 아침 8:30에 태울관에서 만나서 9:30에 출발 했어요. 카이스트에서 경주까지 고속 버스로 2시간 쯤 걸렸어요. 내가 버스에서 남 동생에게 한국어를 좀 가르쳤어요. ^^ 저는 나쁜 선생님이 여서 죄송해요! ㅠㅠ

경주에 맛있는 점심을 먹고 비가 왔어요. 하지만 우리는 계속 걸어서 불사국는 가 봤어요. 다른 절도 보고 길이 많이 걸었어요. 저는 걷기을 아주 좋아하지만 비를 안 좋아해요. 우리 친구들은 구경 할 때 사진은 많이 찍었어요. ^^

절을 본 다음에 우리는 펜션은 갔어요. 펜션에서 탁구와 당구의를 하고 저녁을 먹었어요. 삼겹살이 매우 맛있어서 저는 너무 먾이 먹었어요. 그리고 저녁을 먹은 후에 우리 친구들이 게임을 놀고 소주와 맥주를 좀 마셨습니다. 재가 맥주는 소주보다 더 좋아해요.

밤에 우리 친구들이 같이 바닥에서 자서 좀 편하지 않았지만 괜찮았어요. ^^  아침에 우리는 일어나서 이야기 했어요. 그리고 12시에 식당에서 점심을 먹었어요. 저는 불교신도이기 때문에 소고기를 항상 못 먹어요. 그 때 저는 처음 소고기를 먹고 괜찮지만 다음에도 안 먹을게요. 점심을 먹은 후에 우리는 국립경주박물관에 가 봤어요. 저기는 많이 불교 전시회가 있어습니다.

이번 여행은 아주 재미있고 한국 문화를 많이 배웠어요. ^^ 시간이 있으면 저는 다른 주에 가고 싶어요.