好久不见

Hui Fang says I haven't been updating my blog for a long, long time. So here I am. Really busy with Ethelonter V trials and Yishun meetings. And also, very busy with a whole load of this and a basketful of that. Why is this such a un-holiday holiday? Besides the fact that I can wake up as late as I like on certain days, of course.

I am very jittery about some things. Yeah, some things that will determine my life and death. Very frightened and scared. It gives some very heart-breaking dreams. If real life is going to be like that, I will be greatly saddened, greatly.

And many things are happening these days. I want to partake in them, not organise them. I really have no time. Sometimes, I really wonder if there can be a day where I don't need to do a single thing for any other person. It's the holidays mind me! Yet a weirdly large pile of work stacks.

People are all rushing off on planes, to places where they can play and have fun. We, the people of frugal and simple lives, stay in Singapore and slog. Life isn't fair, get used to it.

Doves

This is very tiring. Nothing pushes me forward to do more than my best anymore.

歌曲: 鸽子 歌手: 杨宗纬 专辑: 鸽子 词: 郑中庸 曲: 林迈可

我们是想飞向蓝天的鸽子 确定方向不会迷 失跟著快乐王子 一起寻找幸福的地址 我们是永远充满爱的鸽子 迎著风张开双翅 保持优美的滑翔姿势 Forever 就是我们的坚持 有一种感动她的名字叫念旧 就算衬衫有点皱球鞋有点破 就算乡音有点难懂我却是情有独钟 尤其是这一路陪伴的老朋友 放下沈重的包袱心灵从此解脱 换上夹脚拖鞋双脚重获自由 最难过的难过我也已经度过 不要忘记我们曾想要飞翔的梦

Shame On You

I have been trying very hard, for too many things. If people cannot tell, I don't know how else and how much more I can do to show. If people want to pick, I cannot help it but to say I have done my best. What about you? You haven't done your best.

Childishness is the dubbing of public places with personal names.
Childishness is the speaking without the use of an existent brain.
Childishness is the jesty tone used at all times despite the occasion.
Childishness is the dependence on others to put up with your mistakes.
Childishness is the inability to own up to your wrong-doings.

Based on this shallow definition of childishness, I am very surprised, at 19, I am probably less childish than people who are much, much older. Shame on you.

As This Post Says It All

为你写歌

I want to write a song! I have already tried 为你写诗, now I will try 为你写歌. 吴克群 is really inspirational.

歌曲: 复活 歌手: 林宇中 专辑: 淋雨中

你变得像他一样沉默 偶尔也像他一样活泼 连笑声也都一样 我怎么忘也忘不过一秒 我想要爱却看到他离开的刹那 你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒 叫我伤得彻底 不敢再妄想谁的温柔 看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说 我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛 你说分手后你(我) 第一次有想爱的念头 可是眼前的是他还是你(我) 还在争夺 我懂你不想承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒 让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我 远远看你勇敢在心头 靠近一点却又太懦弱 不拆穿你的困惑 爱不了我(你) 至少不要难过 任何结果我会点头只要你快乐 你将爱情带走 留我一个分手的魔咒 叫我伤得彻底 不敢再妄想谁的温柔 看我的眼神闪躲 我知道你有话不能说 我该如何假装 心才不隐隐作痛 你说分手后我(你) 第一次有想爱的念头 可是眼前的是他还是你(我)我(你) 还在争夺 我不想给你承诺 却又无法解开这魔咒 让我在你心里面复活 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我 无数次的复活 我只要你爱我

How Much Is That Doggy In The Window

How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggie's for sale. I must take a trip to California. And leave my poor best friend alone. If he has a dog, he won't be lonesome. And the doggy will have a good home. How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggie's for sale. I don't want a rabbit or a kitten. I don't want a parrot that talks. I don't want a bowl of little fishies. You can't take a goldfish for a walk. How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggy's for sale. How much is that doggy in the window? The one with the waggly tail. How much is that doggy in the window? I do hope that doggy's for sale.

PGP Blk 17 #05-M

My first and last photographs for PGP Blk 17 #05-M.









I promise not to upload anymore pictures, they're awfully ugly.

我和幸福有约定

我和考完试的幸福有约定.

歌曲: 我和幸福有约定 歌手: S.H.E 专辑: Together 词曲: 潘协庆

Good Night 东京 是否还在飘雨 台北好天气 我好想念你 星光闪耀 今生能遇见你真好 喔 I Believe 话不说 你也知道 沉闷的世界因为有了你 一切都改变 就连隔夜的一杯廉价咖啡 都变得香甜 不害怕 不担心 我和幸福有约定 就算是寂寞也不理 因为思念让爱零距离 为了你 我愿意 多用心照顾自己 也请你千万别忘记 我们曾和幸福有约定 Rap: 宝贝别担心别害怕 我会将你的心紧紧收好 每一分钟寸步不离的跟着 我的呼吸绝不会忘记 因为你是我的唯一 我们是生命共同体 像银河里的星球 像阳光下美丽花朵 我们是生命共同体 像阳光下美丽花朵 你是天空我是海洋 知道你是快乐 我才能快乐我们是生命共同体 分担你的忧愁 我们是生命共同体 你是我的眼睛我 是你的耳朵抚平你的痛 你知道在这世界上再也没有人比你更了解我 相信我 Baby 我不会让你心碎 我绝对不会永远都不会 抚平你的痛 喔 搭搭拉搭搭拉搭 让你心碎

Mean

This is the unprotected version of Mean apart from the Wordpress one. Amazing how the content vary so much. Nonetheless, I must say what I should. D for direct, why am I constantly reminded of this? Reminders, all given are just reminders.

Some people are plain mean. Very mean, so much so they do not know how to think and feel. To the extent they do not understand what they have said is far from being acceptable. Mean creatures.

There is always a limit to everything. And crossing that line isn't exactly something one should do. And worse, stepping on my toes isn't a thing anybody should do at all. Remember, it's nail-less now. Come getting on my nerves again. Try.

Brutal is the way to move on. And I brutal-led.

Scheduled Post

Blogger now offers scheduled posting as well, so I am going to try it.

Today's 03/05, which means it's CG 03/05's birthday. Lam Lam and Min Sheng are organising a chalet, how exciting. It's Weili's birthday too, I think.

The exams, I shan't say more about them. They are horrid, evil and ultimately disgusting.

Because I have made a very wrong conclusion.

Because a single mention can send jitters and ultimately stress.

歌曲: 星星之火 歌手: S.H.E 专辑: 不想长大 词: 陈信延 曲: 曹格 英文词: Selina

女孩越过小路爬上了山丘 那时的她还不懂为什么萤火虫都不动 停驻在夜空点亮了小小宇宙 女孩慢慢长大却还是懵懂 那时的她还不懂为什么 大人们能抽空为失恋喝杯酒 却没空看看星空 不要不要忘了做过的梦 天上星星彷佛听她述说兴奋地闪烁 我要变成那一颗星星 整夜都亮晶晶 不怕阴暗的黑影 骄傲地闪不停 Shining (Shining) 亮丽到月儿都妒忌 灿烂的一颗星星 一生也亮晶晶 因为夜归的背影 有了我的指引 Shining (Shining) 勇气就在你手心 女孩不再单纯却不够成熟 这时的她虽然懂为什么 美丽总有哀愁每当有泪儿流 却回到那个宇宙 女孩有天将会到哪里出走 哪时的她总会问为什么 一个梦那么重 只希望放弃前能想起那片星空
Twinkle, twinkle, little star, How i wonder what you are. Believe, believe, believe, You are the only star. A long time ago, a little girl wanted to find her future. She went to the mountains and asked the sky, "Where's my future?" And just then, a little star said, "Sweetie, the future is in your hands!" Yes, the future is in our hands!