So Sorry, And Thanks. Bless You.

So sorry I blocked you on MSN. I am greatly saddened by your series of unfortunate events and am personally in for a spot of difficulty as well. Pardon me for not being able to resolve or share your problems at this point in time. I will help as much as my conscience allow me to but ultimately I have to solve my own problem as well. So sorry I even ignored your SMS, because I simply cannot afford to anymore, given my abyss of trouble. We aren't just as blessed to be able to keep by default what is bestowed. But I am going all out to make sure I keep it. You too, may Buddha bless you.

So sorry to Mr Ong for making you think you've made a wrong foresight on me. I will try my best to prove my salt. I will. Before you say the same thing to me, I will prevent you. May Buddha bless me too.

So sorry I was mean to Uncle just now. He wanted to give a piece cake to Jun Seng and I. And I was mean to say I don't want it because it was Uncle who brought it over. I was too upset by the above two events and had very much clouded emotions. I think I showed a large part of my sadness and hoped no one stepped on my toes but then Uncle had to come and irritate an annoyed and helpless me. He ALWAYS irritates me, I should have known. Nevertheless, I admit, I was really upset and was rude to both Uncle and Jun Seng yesterday. So sorry, may Buddha bless the both of you.

So sorry I dreamt of the same person again. This time it's even weirder, at the last second of my dream, I saw this person standing all alone at a place unrecognisable because I only saw it for one second. Right after the appearance of this person, I woke up. May Buddha bless that person.
And thanks for always giving me a wake-up call at 11 am every Friday. As if I need it. I want more time to sleep, not a free wake-up call, be it intended or not. And the most unwanted one was yesterday when I could have found out what that person in the dream was doing standing all alone. May Buddha bless the callers.

And thanks for listening to me Gladys. Your ear has been blasted yesterday but really thanks so much. I wouldn't know who else to talk to at that point in time as no one there knows my predicament and situation better than you do. Yes, I have a whole load of things hidden from a lot of people who are not my family, I don't know why, people just don't know many things about me because they don't ask and I don't say. So when it comes to pouring woes, I have to fall back on the very few who know my current state and whom I can trust. May Buddha bless your ears.

And thanks for this another chance for me to revive myself. I will work harder so please don't kick me out of the league. May Buddha bless me again.

Some people've gotten more blessings, if you've realised.

And I realise none of the people whom I have said sorry and thanks to will read this because I hid too many things. They don't ask so I don't say. Even if they ask, I don't need a coin in hand to lie. I tell lies like drinking water. And I drink a lot, a lot, a lot of water.